Paramedic | Ethma

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Emma's POV
"where the fuck have you been?" my boss asked me; slamming his hand on the desk table.

"first of all, don't yell at me. second of all, I've been out living for once" i stated rolling my eyes at him.

"who have you been out 'living' with?" he asked raising an eyebrow up at me. i rolled my eyes letting out a big sigh; not knowing why he all of a sudden cared so much.

"i was out with a friend for a couple of days, he was helping me with stuff" i plainly said, not wanting to continue this conversation.

"your supposed to be here at all time" he stated through his gritted teeth. i raised my eyebrows up at him; not liking the way his mood has been changing since I've been hanging out with Ethan and Grayson.

"what the fuck is your problem all of the sudden, your usually so nice" i raised my voice a bit. He looked down not wanting to answer. i let out a big scoff; clearly annoyed by his attitude.

He sighed and looked back up to me, i shrugged waiting for him to talk. "i don't want any other guy around you except James, because hes gay" i choked on air; shocked at what he had just said.

"excuse me? but i'm pretty sure i'm my own fucking person and can date whoever the fuck i want" i yelled at him. he looked at me and stood up from his desk, walking over to me. he backed me up against the glass door and my breath hitched.

"you. are. mine." he said through his gritted teeth. i pushed him back a bit and let out a sarcastic chuckle.

"the fuck i am, i'm. my. own. person" i stated to him, looking him dead in the face. He looked down to my lips and back up to my face. He put his hands on both sides of my head trapping me. "get the fuck away from me, Jack" i said my voice shaking a bit.

"no" he scolded. i hit his chest the hardest i could but obviously it didn't work. He kissed my lips and i kicked him off. "HANNAH, JAMES" i yelled at the top of my lungs. waiting for them to come, i turned back to jack on the floor.

"i thought we were family. i thought i could trust you jack" i stated my heart aching once again, feeling betrayed. James and Hannah busted through the door and looked at jack then to me then to jack again.

James looked down, feeling hurt and i understood. i know how much James likes jack, but i know James would always protect me. After loosing Ian, James cared for me like his sister. James was let down that Ian betrayed us, and didn't eat for 2 days. He eventually got over it and learned you can't even trust family.

Hannah looked jack dead in his eyes, she pulled her gun out shaking her head at jack in disapproval. "really jack? again?" Hannah asked. my head snapped towards her in shock, so did James.

"again?!" i asked her, seeing if i heard her correctly. Her face dropped realizing she didn't think over her words before saying them. i snatched Hannah's gun away from her, and aimed it at jacks head.

"go ahead Emma, you won't" jack tested me, my nostrils blared and my heart burned. He smiled up at me, letting out a chuckle.

"fuck you, and everything you did for me" i sniffled before pulling the trigger. James and Hannah jumped as the trigger pulled. i looked up at them, then to Hannah; still confused on what she meant by 'Again'.

"em-" Hannah tried to talk to me; comfort me, but i cut her off. " leave it, Han" i said opening the door and walking out. James ran out the door after me, as i began to speed walk. my heart raced in pain as i began to not be able to breathe.

i dropped to the floor crying, bringing my hands to my face crying into them. James and Hannah followed me and dropped down to the floor hugging me. "why?" i asked my voice breaking. James rubbed my back as Hannah kissed the top of my head.

I raised a little bit to sit criss cross, in the dark hallway. I sighed allowing myself to breathe a little. "i don't wanna be in the gang anymore" i said looking up to them. James was getting ready to say something but he stopped himself, all he did was nod.

i stood up and brushed myself off. James and Hannah followed along, i went back to jack and pulled his matches out of his pocket. Hannah looked at me confused. i took jacks liquor stash from his desk. I looked at them and they nodded. i pour the liquor over jacks body and all over his office, then lit the match throwing it on him; watching him and his office burn into flames.

i closed the door behind me, as i grabbed Hannah's hand in mine. James walked us out of the building, we hoped in the car and James began to drive. i sat in the back and laid my head on the window, my heart feeling as if it's been ripped out of my chest.

Me: i'm coming over

Eth😚: alright, are you okay?

i didn't answer and just shut my phone off. James dropped me off at the twins house and i hopped out. i knocked on the door waiting for one of them to open the door. Grayson eventually opened the door, his face dropped seeing that my eyes were blood shot and my cheeks were swollen.

"yo, E" grayson yelled to him; guessing he was in his room. Ethan came running in with a towel around his waist. Grayson backed away from me so Ethan could see me. Ethan's face dropped when he saw me. He rushed to me pulling me into his embrace. i wrapped my arms around his neck crying hard into his shoulder, he rubbed my back and shushed me; playing with my hair.

"what happened?" he asked worrying; pulling me inside. i shook my head not wanting to talk, he grabbed my face with his hand and made me look him in the eyes. i sighed and took a deep breath.

"no one loves me" i said a tear falling out of my eyes. His face dropped and he hugged me. "i act tough to hide my emotions" i stated closing my eyes loving the way he felt hugging me. He looked back up to me, and wiped my tears away from my face.

"i'm not in the gang anymore" i told him, a small smile spread along his face; which made me smile looking at him. i grabbed his face and kissed his cheek. "your beautiful" i said to him, he shook his head and held his hand out for me to take.

i grabbed his hand and he led me to his bedroom, handing me a big shirt. i grabbed it and went to change, i came back out a did a spin making hims chuckle. "let's get you to bed" he said laying me down and tucking me in; kissing my forehead.

"thank you, e" i said rubbing my thumb over his eyebrows; admiring his features. he simply nodded, going to put boxers on. i watched him go into the bathroom to change. He then closed the door behind him; causing the room to go dark.

i shut my eyes, feeling myself go to sleep.

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