Paramedic | Ethma

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Emma's POV
I woke up to Ethan not being next to me. I slipped out of bed and did my business in the bathroom, and brushing my teeth.

I slipped out of the room to hear audible chatting; more like mumbling.

I walked out more into the living room seeing Hannah and Ethan together. Hannah was rubbing on his face as he rolled his eyes trying to push her off.

"Yo what the fuck" i cut in, causing both of them to jump; and Grayson to run out of the kitchen.

"Em it's not what it looks like, she can't last night to 'crash' she sai-" Ethan tried to save himself. I put my hand up to indicate for him to stop talking. I chuckled coldly, looking back at Hannah.

I saw her swallow the lump in her throat and look down; scooting away from Ethan.

"Ya that's what I thought bitch" I said through my gritted teeth to Hannah. I walked closer the the couch so I was face to face with her.

"Where's James?" I asked her, she looked down and sniffled. I shook my head in disbelief. "I asked a question... WHERE THE FUCK IS JAMES?" I yelled at her once again.

Causing Ethan and Grayson to flinch. Hannah looked up at me and shrugged; guilt all over her face.

I put my fingers to my temple and massaged them. "I- i killed him" she stated almost a whisper. My heart dropped and Ethan looked at Hannah crazy.

"And YOU HAVE THE AUDACITY TO COME IN HERE ASKING TO CRASH AND SHIT?!" I yelled at her causing her to break down crying.

"Nah don't give me that sad shit now. You knew what was gonna happen didn't you?" I asked her and she nodded.

"So did you kill him so I could kill you?" I asked her my teeth about to break from how hard I was clenching my jaw.

She nodded once again, and I sighed. "Just for that I'm not killing you, I'm gonna let you suffer" I said grabbing her by her hair and dragging her in the the middle of the floor.

"Emma don't" Ethan tried to stop me. I ignored him and punched Hannah in her face.

"IM SICK AND TIRED OF LOOSING THE PEOPLE I LOVE, WHY COULDN'T YOU HAVE JUST KILLED YOURSELF?!" I screamed tears coming out of my eyes now.

Ethan tried to grab my arm but I pushed him off. He stumbled back and almost fell backward. Grayson then tried to stop me but I pushed him back as well.

I grabbed Hannah's gun she keeps in her purse. I clocked it and pointed it at her head. "Never mind, fuck you Hannah" I said shooting her 4 times in the head.

Ethan and Graysons mouth dropped open seeing me murder someone right infront of them.

I took a deep breath, trying to calm myself from what just happened. I looked up at Ethan and Grayson, Ethan's face was filled with fear and worry. As Graysons face filled with shock and sadness.

"Fuck this" I said going into Ethan's room to gather my things. Ethan followed me while Grayson looked at Hannah's dead body.

"Wh- you- I-" he tried to get out but couldn't. I put my hand up to his face telling him to shut up.

"You saw it before so why are you surprised now? I'm leaving you won't have to hear from me ever again. Fuck all this, I HATE LIVING WHY?!" I screamed the last part. He looked at me and brought me into his arms.

"No let go of me" I struggled to get out, but eventually gave up since he was stronger than me. I cried into his arms, loving the comfort he was giving me.

"Why won't you let me leave, I'm bad" I whispered. He sighed and pulled me away a bit so he could look me in my eyes.

"Because I care about you, even though everything you've done is fucked up. I care, and I'll NEVER stop caring about you." He stated looking me in my eyes, he pulled me into a kiss and I kissed back passionately.

He grabbed the sides of my face to deepen the kiss, which worked. I wrapped my arms around his neck and slipping my tongue into his mouth.

He lifted me up by my thighs and laid me down on the bed, grinding his hips into mine; causing my breath to hitch.

He disconnected our lips and reached for the bottom of my shirt. I grabbed his hands to stop him, he looked up at me confused as I took a deep breath.

"I'm not ready, I'm a v-Virgin AND this is a bad time" I said shooting up from the bed.

"I'm so sorry, I should have asked. I shouldn't have been so straight-" he tried to finish But I pecked his lips to shit him up. He sighed and looked down.

"Look Ethan you cant be with me... look what I've done." I said crossing my arms and sighing; my face saddened.

He shook his head as if I were dumb. "No because obviously you don't get that I want you no matter what the fuck you do." He started. "You killed a whole group of people and for gods sake I HELPED YOU CLEAN THE FUCKING MESS" he raised his voice a bit causing me to flinch.

He took a deep breath and shook his head trying to gather his thoughts. "I'm here to asked you one question, and one question only." He said and I nodded understanding.

"Will you... will you give me an actual chance to make you mine? Like official?" He asked me and my breath hitched. I looked down and shrugged.

"Em it's not that hard. Yes or no?" He asked once again.

I looked back up to him and gave him a weak smile.

"Yes"

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