ÄGONY

THE LAST CHAPTER

      Silence.. Tears..  Fears..  Pains..  Agony..  Scars..  Hate. Sadness.
You won!!. But just this time.
            The truth:
I really don't want to b cured anymore. Maybe that's how am meant to be. When bpd cones an attack me again I'll have the right people with me to hold my hand as I face it.  Bpd might be hell for me bhur it changed me to a better me and if I let it go I'll lose who i am
It might sound strange but that's it..
The last chapter says I have closed this story am on a journey of restoration. A journey that I won't look back anymore a journey I'll face I won't go backwards if I do I'll push myself back up.
  
  Peace? Am starting to know u. U fill my head with coolness and I feel light like am floating. Joy with u my smile turns out to be my best make up. Happiness with u I feel alive again am getting to know you but plz beware the darkness will put a fight to kick you out. My life has its on Villan and hero.

     Worries I let u slide off u did nothing but ruin me.  The masses I shut u up u did nothing but reduce my self worth. Tears I dried u up u did nothing but stain my soul. Sadness I drove u u did nothing but weaken me. Pains I dumped u u did nothing but make me worthless. Agony u walked round my soul but I locked the door now u did nothing but destroy my joy.
    
  Death 💀 u sure do come often but I kicked all ur accomplice u walk alone now. Your power I took away see I got the 🔑 now. Plz go away am trying to start all over a journey I stopped I see it right to continue again.  Am still certain you'll come back for me with stronger force but by then I would have tasted one thing HAPPINESS and I would now know the feeling and you can't take that away from me. My helpers have arrived and they aren't planning on losing.
 
   A new chapter begins, a new being,  a new smile, a new heart and soul, a new angel, a new peace, a new me and a new life..  When u come after me I'll be prepared and I would have learnt a lot.....
  
  My demons are trapped now they are were they should be and am right here in the temporal world. Someday I'll forget the hurt and pain(u wish) you caused me. My best days are yet to come and my worst days still ahead if me. Someday when the pages of my life end I'll no I put on a fight at least. Tomorrow is a blank page and today it's still a written book
  
I might forgive you but I'll never forget this pain still lingers in my mind. To u it's still an illusion that am trying to escape to you I'll never have the guts to but you were wrong. The abomination rose  back to life. Your shadow is still one step ahead but u come when it's dark but I let the star shine it glows. I only look forward behind me is the demon beside me agony and before me victory. My worst nightmare was you and my past u and reality you but I had to set free.

   Darkness I fear u no more. Thoughts I mute u. Closed the chapter of sadness and emptiness. I readjusted so I could reboot so I could restart so I could refocus so I could reset. Fear u made me braver and pain stronger I believe am free now

Byeee. 👉 The end