I wake up in the middle of the night panicking I feel a warm sticky substance between my legs and I'm in so much pain. I wake Oak up crying "baby what's wrong?" I point between my legs. He pulls the covers off and turn on the light Oak looks at the blood. He had so many emotions going through his body.
We get to the hospital and I found out that I had another miscarriage. I look at Oak grabbing his hand, but he pulls away "I will give you two some time alone. Sorry for your lost" tears start pouring down 'I'm sorry, I'm sorry it's all my fault' I tell him in sign language "it's not your fault baby" he kisses my cheek.
The next day they released me from the hospital "how are you feeling" I start crying again "things will get better" the way he said it didn't sound right. There was no emotion in his tone I look up at him and his face doesn't have any kind of emotion showing. I touch his arm, but he moves away "when we get to the house lay down and rest" I nod my head.
We make it to the house and I lay in bed while Oak pays the babysitter. I start to cry again I hear the door open and I stop crying. "I know you were crying" he closes the door and lock it. I watch his movements and he startled me when he throws our glass vas across the room "I'm sorry I will clean it up" I watch him carefully as he goes to the bathroom slamming it then I hear him crying. I get out of bed going into the bathroom to comfort him "Lyra I want to try again" I nod my head slowly. He kisses me passionately but something is different I rest my hands on his chest to slow him down, but he ignores me and continues to kiss me. He stops for a moment "you don't want to" 'I do, but your actions make me feel uncomfortable' He furrows his eye brows 'we should just do it another time when we feel better' he stays quiet for a minute then his tone changes "Lyra get in bed" before I could say anything he drags me to the bed and lays me down "we're trying again" 'but I'm tired Oak and I want to try when ever feel be- Oak?' He takes his shorts off along with his boxers. I close my legs, but he spreads them taking my pants and panties off, my breathing quickens and tears fall "you're going to give me another baby Lyra no matter what" he's crying again. He quickly dries them away I try to scoot away, but he pulls me back "don't fight with me Lyra" he pushes himself in and I gasp. He leaves bite marks on my skin and a few bruises on my body.
The next day Daveed and Rafa came over while Oak went out. "Lyra are you alright? We heard about the baby. How is Oak taking it?" 'It's been tough we're trying for a baby again' Dav raise a brow "but?" Oak comes in and glares at the two "what are you guys doing here?" I get up and grab onto Oak's upper arm and his body is tense. He's angry "we just wanted to see how you guys are doing since the accident. I heard you guys are trying again" Oak looks at me and kiss my forehead "yea we are and we're fine thanks for asking" Oak's mood changed since we lost our baby "can you guys leave now" Dav looks at me with curiosity and I just smile "go to the room" Oak pinches my butt and I quickly walk into the room. I hear him close the door with a loud groan "why were they here huh? Did you bring them here? You wanted to sleep with us that it?! To see if they can give you what you want?! ANSWER MY FUCKING QUESTION!" He smashes one of our lamps and I flinch 'no I want you and only you Oak no one else I promise. They were to just to give their condolences' I back away from him and he grabs my wrist "you're mine and only mine. I will get you pregnant and you will carry our baby." He takes my cloths and his off and he spanks me hard tears fall from my eyes. He stops and I feel his member going inside of me roughly. I want him to stop and leave me alone I don't want him touching me anymore. He's not my Oak, Oak wouldn't hurt me or... rape me. This is so wrong everything has gone wrong what went wrong?
"Lyra wake up you're doing it again" I gasp and I start crying "again?" I nod my head and tell him everything. 'What happened?' "Well for one you're still pregnant and you took a ridiculously long nap. We went to the doctor around 6 in the morning, Lyra it's 3 in the morning. I'm calling a therapist this isn't healthy for you or the baby. I'm going to make you something to eat" why is this happening to me? This never happened when I was pregnant with my other kids. Why is this happening now?
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Oak's mute
Fanfiction"Hi are you ok?" I look up at the dark man and blush "my names Oak what's your name?" I try to speak but I forgot, I can't speak.
