I want to say goodbye.
I want to tell you how I'm hurting.
I want to tell you how I want to avoid you, because too much of you makes me want to stay more.
Too much of you gets me much more attached.
I want to tell you I don't love you
anymore.
I want to tell you that I'm over it.
I want to tell you that I'm giving up.
That I'm tired of waiting.
But no.
I'm not gonna tell you that.
I'm going to stay the same.
I'll hide what I feel towards you.
Hold on tight when I know I'm supposed to give up.
Keep on going even though I won't be moving forward,
And getting closer to you even if I'll only get hurt.
Because I love you too much to let go of you.
And that's why I'm choosing to stay.
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12-13-18
10:51 pm
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