numb.
it's when you don't feel anything.
physically and emotionally.
that's
what I wanna be.
i don't want to feel.
because i'm tired.
of being sad,
of getting hurt,
of getting stressed,
of getting mad,
of getting hopelessly in love,
of getting overwhelmed.
i don't want to feel.
i want to be numb.
i want to feel nothing.
i want to feel like i was injected with way too much anesthetics.
i want to feel nothing.
to the point where i would stare blankly at the wall while someone shouts the cold truth at me,
not breaking to pieces.
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11-13-18
9:36 pm
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