20 | Epilogue

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     Some people say happy endings don't exist. I'm here to prove them wrong. My life has been full of ups and downs but throughout all of that I learned that life happens and it happens for a reason. I spent so many years letting life control me, but one day I met someone who taught me to let me live life the way it should have been.

     He's showed me what it was like to really fall in love. He showed me that it's okay to cry and that with him I was safe. He taught me love, and he taught me trust. Sure we've had our own ups and downs but life always brought me back to him. He became my best friend and I fell in love with him. And you know what I did?

    I married him.

     And over the years we've been happy. Happy with our little family of Morgan, Ryland, Shane, Garrett, and Drew. But the time came along where we wanted to start a little family of our own. And our wish came true.

     And that's where you come along. You've brought us so much happiness already, even if I've never seen you yet. But I know you're already perfect. Andrew does too. It's funny, really. I always thought Andrew was the only person who would make me genuinely smile. I think you've proved him wrong. 

     I'm ready to fall in love all over again. Not with someone else. With you. I'm ready to have the two people I love the most into my life and I'm ready to watch over and protect them for as long as I can. 

     As much as I hate to say it, maybe finding Damien was fate. Maybe he wasn't playing the role I thought he would play, but he played an important one still. He played the role of leading me to find Andrew. In a way I guess I have to thank him for it? It's confusing. But I want you to always remember one thing.

     Life is hard, and it's unfair. But don't you ever let that make you think that life is full of sadness. It's not. Life is what you let it be, and you either live life, or life lives you. And trust me, it feels a lot better to live life. What I'm trying to say is, life is gonna make you feel sad. Sometimes, really, really sad. But that's okay. 

     There will be times when it's gonna be tough. But you have to remember the times when everything was perfect for you. Those are the ones that really matter. But I want you to know that it's okay to cry, it's okay to laugh, it's okay to wanna scream at the world because everything seems like it's going wrong. That's just life.

     Life is a long journey that isn't always safe. Along the way we get scarred. Sometimes they're small scars, but other times they're big ones, that hurt like hell and make it hard for us to continue our journey. But it's important to remember that scars heal. And they tell the story of just how far you've come.

     I want you to live. I want you to survive. And I want you to stay alive. For yourself, for me, and for the people around you who love you. There will be people in the world who may try to put you down. There always are. But if you know how to live, forgive, and to fight, then I think you're gonna be okay.

     Just never forget, that someone loves you. And you are never alone.


 Sincerely,

Your Mother, (Y/N)

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a/n

idk if this counts as a decent epilogue but,, its a message i think everyone deserves to hear.

also if it was kinda hard to comprehend, the epilogue is basically you and andrew got married, and now you're having a baby, and you wrote a letter to your unborn child to tell the story of how you got there.

truth be told i didnt think i'd get this far. but i'm glad i did. thank u all for reading this fanfic and i have another fanfic in the works for KryozGaming if u wanna go check it out

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