Love Novice

Chapter One: My Current Happiness

I know, for myself, I am just being normal...

Not even pretending...

nor giving efforts for being unexpectedly popular...

But everywhere you look...

there are eyes that always looking towards me...

I don't know why thou...

I just loved to study...

to hang out with my friends...

to draw, paint and live my everyday life...

Honestly, My house is the only place I could be relaxed. and on our school rooftop thou...

I don't even understand why people wanted to be "famous"...

for me, it's quite tiresome you know!

At school,

Every teachers adored me...

Every students praised me...

Even elected me to be the Student Council President..

They said, they wanted a popular president...

Why does it have to be me anyway?

Am I really that popular?

Its tiring at first...

I don't want to be bothered so I just accepted the fact that it all happened, there's no way I could deny it now.

At least I can do something that keeps me busy...

and yeah, I also have this problems too...

When I'm in my classroom, I always get some envelopes on my desk drawer, even on my locker...

They call it love letters huh?

sometimes I wonder...

am I an alien for not knowing this kind of stuffs?

when I read those letters...

they are asking me to meet them in a certain place at school...

I would be bothered and feel guilty if I didn't go, so whenever they asked me to, I'm going...

They are confessing their.. What you call LOVE...

I don't get it...

in the end... I'm always turning them down...

'cause I know, there won't be a reason if I accepted what they're offering...

This is my life...

I've been like this for 3 years...

Been living the life I didn't expected...

And I think... I'm quite used to it now...

Always dealing with it. well it can't be help..

now that I think about it,

I want myself...

to discover this love...

...

when will the "right guy" come?

who knows...