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"Epilepsy."

"E-excuse me?"

"I'm sorry. Taehyung-ssi has epilepsy."

"W-what?" Jin asked horrified. Please tell me this a dream, he thought, mentally punching himself to wake up from this nightmare.

"I'm sorry. Taehyung-ssi has epilepsy. We found out about if after we took his blood and before he had his first seizure." Doctor Sungjin explained trying not to avoid any eye contact.

The members were shocked. No one expected that at all. Jimin was hugging Tae and crying, Jungkook and Hobi let tears escape and roll down their cheeks, Jin and Namjoon were holding their heads in their hands and sighing and Yoongi was about to cry. But he tried to hide it. Taehyung looked miserable. Literally like he woke up from the death. His hair was messy and wet from the sweat, he was pale, and his face had no emotions, he had an nasal cannula in his nose and an IV was attached on his left hand.

"I-is there anything we can d-do about t-this? I-I mean a-any medication or treatments?" the leader asked eyes filled with hope.

"Yes, there is medication he must take every time after an seizure and epilepsy doesn't need treatments so don't worry about it."

This time there were no sighs of reliefs heard. Everyone was listening what the doctor had to say.

"Do you want me to tell you how an seizure can be caused and what to do after one?" Sungjin asked taking a sheet of paper and giving it to the leader. "Everything is written here and simply explained. But let's go trough that together."

Everyone – even Taehyung – looked at the doctor and were listening carefully. 

"So, basically an seizure can be caused by overworking yourself if you have fever and you're sick or not eating properly and sleeping. Sometimes it just can come unexpected, so you must be ready every time. The medications I wrote down on the paper are very important. Taehyung-ssi must take them always after an seizure. So, when he stops seizing, wait for 3 or 5 minutes and give him the medications. If he doesn't take them he could get another seizure in a short time and more than two seizures per day is not good for his body and immune system. An seizure usually takes time between 2-4 minutes. If it reaches 5 or more minutes you must go to the hospital. Otherwise just let him rest." The doctor finished asking if there are any questions.

Tae raised his hand shakily and gulped before he asked, "W-will I be a-able t-to do dance p-practice?"

At that everyone turned to Tae.

"Yah, why are you thinking about practise and training now!?"

"You are more important than this fucking practise!"

"Taehyungie!!"

Tae literally flinched when everyone attacked him. Jimin noticed and hugging him tightly saying that they didn't mean to yell at him. Tae gave him an fake smile.

Sungjin cleared his throat and said, "Well you can do dance practise but as long you don't overwork yourself. You can live a normal life like before. Don't worry, it will not hold you back from being an Idol." He finished with a smile.

Tae gave him back a sad smile and looked down into his lap.

"Thank you so much, Sungjin-ssi. If we have more questions we will call you." Namjoon said.

"Of course, I am always open for questions."

There was an awkward silence between them but then Yoongi asked, "How long does he has to stay here?" The doctor looked quite glad that one of them asked. "We should be taking some tests on him, so he can leave in two days."