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not a chapter!

hi guys 🙁
uhh i know it has been a very long time since i updated last time and i just want to say that i'm really sorry about that. so i'm going to explain to you guys what has been holding me back from posting. because you deserve to know.

first! before i explain i want you to know that this may be disturbing for some of you and i hope you'll understand me!

so i don't know if anyone knows but i suffer from depression, anxiety and i'm suicidal. this all started last year and i'm still not getting any help. i've been hurting myself for the past two months and my depression apparently got worse. but don't worry i didn't try to kill myself even if i thought about it a lot. the thing is i got into a fight with my parents a while ago. it was all about my behaviour and what was going on with me lately. the fight was really bad that i had to run out of my house. while i was running i wasn't really focusing what was happening around me so when i crossed the street i got hit by a car.

i was taken to the hospital and i don't remember anything what had happened after the accident. i woke up five days later and the doctor said to me that the accident wasn't bad but i still had to stay in the hospital for a while. i broke my left arm and my spine was kind of hurt too. but not to much. my parents and me still didn't have a good relationship yet. i was and still am staying at my best friends house till everything gets better.

i hadn't been able to update and IM REALLY SORRY. if you're mad at me i understand. i will accept if you don't like my story anymore but i have to say that i'm not going to leave this story without finishing it. you have my word.

thank you so much for all the support and nice comments and i love you. i hope for better days 💜

your hoe angelA 😜