No matter how much I tell myself you're not going to come back, I have hope that you will. For some reason I thought I was going to be waking up to a call from you telling me "good morning my baby, why didn't you call me? I missed you", I don't know why I expected today was going to be different. Today was the day we were supposed to go on our date to go see the pretty Christmas lights, I loved the little adventures we would go on, I miss them. I miss the feeling of not having to worry about anything when I was with you, you were as they say "the peace I craved in this chaotic world we live in", now I'm going crazy without you.
