Everyone has noticed how much I've been changing. I didn't have bags under my eyes, my eyes were never this red, I was never this skinny, I would eat so much, I would talk so much, I would care about how I looked. I've let myself go all because of you. Each and every day that passes, a piece of my heart stays behind. I have no purpose anymore, no purpose to keep going on, to keep moving forward. You told me I should focus on myself, but how can I do that when all I can focus on is you? I can't. I can't do this anymore. I can't keep pretending that I'm okay. I want to yell at the top of my lungs that I love you, that I miss you, that I want you here with me. I want you to hold me, only you, I only want to cry on your shoulder, I want you to tell me that everything is going to be okay, I want to feel your kiss on my lips. I'm slowly fading away.
You drained me.
