♥ The Boy having a Panic Attack ♥

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'I wonder what Hope's Peak is like' I thought to myself as I looked out the window from my seat in the back of the car behind the driver side seat. My aunt maneuvered the mirror to show my feminine face. "Aren't you excited for your first day at Hope's Peak?" She asked, with an excited tone, while trying to initiate conversation.

"I guess." I replied coldly. I feel bad giving her such simple and short answers but every time I try to speak the things I want to say keep escaping my mind leaving me speechless. She sighed. I stared at the clouds once more as they frolicked in the sky like they were children playing in a field at spring time. I smiled before suddenly being snapped out of my train of thought by my aunt "Suu-Chan, enjoy your first day, I want to know every detail when you get back home!" I nodded and rushed out of the car ripping my bag with me.

I walked to some steps and stopped before climbing a single one while looking back to find my aunt had already driven off, there was no way I could go back now. I gulped as I looked up at the large building. It had the school logo on the wall with Hope's peak proudly standing ontop of it, suddenly I started to let thoughts cloud my mind. "What if I don't fit in? What if everyone thinks I'm a freak show?" I asked myself as I started feeling dizzy and nauseous, my knees were trembling and my ears were ringing.

I decided to take a step back realizing what was happening I took a step back and tripped over my own feet causing my hat like me to fall down, but to my confusion I landed onto something soft and warm instead of cold and hard concrete. A boy with olive green hair looked at me concerned. I felt like I wanted to die of embarrassment.

"Hey are you alright?" He asked with worry in his voice. I couldn't even muster up the courage to say a word during this state. He noticed my lack of response and put me down onto floor holding out his hand, as if he were asking me if he was allowed to touch me. I nodded as he slowly embraced me in a reassuring hug.

I should have explained this sooner, but I along with having social anxiety tend to get severe panic attacks, interacting with people is incredibly difficult for me and if possible I try to stay away from all interactions with other human beings as much as possible with the only people I talk to being my aunt and uncle. It's been like this since I was little.

Whenever Children would make fun of me for looking like a girl, they wouldn't just use words, they'd hit me and push me into rivers along with dumping my school supplies into toilets nearby. I feel bad for their new victim, even though I don't know who it is.

I calmed down, my dizziness faded, I didn't feel nauseous anymore and my ears stopped ringing. I pulled away from the hug to wipe away the tears which had escaped me eyes during my short period of complete and utter terror.

"Are you okay?" The boy asked once again. "Y-ye-ah..." I sobbed, in between breaths. I don't even know this guy's name and he's treating me so kindly, like I was a family member or a friend of sort.

The boy smiled "Good to hear." He pat my head as he handed me my hat I didn't know had fallen off. "I'm Rantaro Amami, It's nice to meet you!"."M-my name i-is Shui-chi, Sh-u-ichi Sai-hara." I stuttered. "Hm. That's a nice name, I haven't seen you around here before, are you new here?" I looked down and said "M-my Uncle, A-aunt and I-I m-moved here a f-few days ago and now I-I'm su-su-supposed to attend school h-here."

"Hm. Class should be starting soon, you should go inside. I'll see you around Saihara!" He spoke as he headed for the door. I finally was able to get a good glimpse of him. He had olive green hair and tanned skin, he was wearing a black shirt with a crimson and maroon plad-shirt wrapped around his waist, and he also wore light blue jeans and some average looking shoes. He looked like the panicle of an American Basic Girl. I finally stood and fixed my hat onto my head which previously had lay in my hand. I sat there for a few moments.

"Believe in yourself Shuichi!" I thought to myself as I ran up the stairs of the building into the building Amami had disappeared in. "You can do it..."

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