I was running to my classroom. My heart was pounding and I was sweating lead, during the conversation with Ouma and Momota I had gotten so anxious that not only my mind but also my body couldn't take it. I was in pain and my head was spinning. This reminds me of my first encounter with that boy I had met earlier. I think his name was Amami?
"Hey! Are you okay?" Those words flashed in my mind as I had become breathless. I pulled my hat down to hide my exhausted face. It seems that not only conversations but also the idea of talking to another human being makes me feel sick to my stomach. I prayed to any god out there that I wasn't about to have another panic attack.
I lifted my hat up to see a pair of familiar worried eyes. It was Amami, the person who basically saved me from my last panic attack. "You're not feeling ill again, are you?" The Olive green male spoke. This person who was an almost stranger to me, does he really care about my well-being or is he pulling a prank on me? "If you'd like I can take you to the nurs-" "I'm fine! 100% OK!" I yelled running off once more, though my shoulders felt lighter as if something had been taken off oft them. "Okay, then...? Hey! Wait!" He probably thought I was weird now. Everyone probably thinks I'm weird.
I regained my strength and started sprinting to my classroom which was only a few doors away only to see Momota-San who appeared to be waiting for someone. "Oh. Hey!" He yelled while motioning me to come over. "I was waiting for ya!" He smiled. "H-how so." I tried to keep my shaking voice under control but it seemed to be of no avail, I've never been strong willed.
"Hey, are you okay? You look like you're about to cry. Was it that purple gremlin! IT TOTALLY WAS!" He yelled while going off on a tangent. Should I tell him about my anxiety? No! He'd probably think I'm a mentally deranged lunatic. "Hey! Saihara, wait!" I heard a voice plead. It was again the green haired boy who was now exhausted, "You dropped this while running." He said while handing me back my bag which I threw over my shoulder. "O-Oh! T-thank you."
"Oh. Hey Amami!" Kaito spoke as he greeted Amami with a high-five. I took the opportunity to walk into the classroom to find a few other people who I hadn't had met before. A girl with tanned skin and white hair rushed over to me. "Atua predicted we'd be seeing a new face." She sung. "A-Atua?" I questioned looking at her confused. "Don't question it, she's insane." Spoke a voice which belonged to the so called 'purple gremlin'. The girl looked back at him and started speaking of some deity named Atua or something like that.
I saw a few girls, one of them looked like they just came from a party with 4 men, and the other had a bright smile while the other was staring daggers directly into my soul. I don't think I want to bother trying to speak with her unless I have a deathwish. I felt a light tap on my shoulder. I looked to my left to see a girl who was dressed like a maid stare for some reason... She smiled me calmly. "Nice to meet you. My name is Kirumi Tojo."
"S-shu-shuichi S-Saihara" I spoke. I really needed to sit down and take a breath. She took a moment before she pointed to one of the seats in the back next to a window. "That's your seat, please wait patiently, Class will begin shortly." She gave me a small smile. "Tha-thank you." I whispered to try and cover up my shaking voice. I walked over to my desk which had a piece of paper on it. It had printed bold black letters and it read 'Welcome to Hope's Peak Academy! Shuichi Saihara!' around it were messages obviously written with different types of pens.
'I hope we can be friends! -Kaede'
'You better not be the same as one of those degenerate males! -Tenko
'Come to me if that purple dick bothers you, kay? -K★'
Most of them were encouraging and sweet and there were even some from Ouma and Amami.
'If you need help with school don't be afraid to ask! -Rantaro'
'Nishishishi You'll be my favorite victim -The Awesome and Amazing Kokichi Ouma'
That last one made me slightly worried but I brushed it off as him trying to be funny. After all Ouma seemed harmless but again who knows what he's capable of. I smiled while reading the rest of the messages which were left for me. "Hey! Is that the new kid?" I heard a voice shout. "Yeah! I think so. I haven't seen him around before!" Another yelled.
A few people came up to me, I tried my best to keep my composure while looking at them. So many people at once! "Hi! Nice to meet you! My name is Kaede Akamatsu. You can call me Kaede!" one of the girls spoke. She had blond hair, purple eyes and a caring smile. A rather intimidating duo of girls came up next.
"My name is Tenko! Remember it! Otherwise I'll treat you like all the other degenerate males!" She yelled while in a fighting stance. She was overall intimidating and compared to me she'd probably beat me to a pulp. "My name is Maki. That's all you need to know." She spat while glaring at me with her crimson red eyes as her brown hair only aided her scary appearance as her bangs covered the upper half of her face in shadow.
"Don't worry 'bout ol' Makiroll, Saihara. She's a softie on the inside." the Ouma-Hater #1 yelled as he walked up to us. However something told me that I wasn't going to take any chances when it came to speaking with Maki. "Oh, you know him?" Maki asked as she turned to Momota-san. "I met him in the hall while he was being harassed by that thing." He explained as he waved his hand in side to side. I'm guessing he was refering to Ouma-san. "I wasn't harassing him!" Ouma yelled. They got into an arguement pretty quickly.
"Hey, who's the pervert with the dumb hat!" yelled a girl who had suspicious liquid seeping from her mouth. That remark hurt a lot. Way more than I wished it would. I pulled down my hat since I felt like tears were coming. "Iruma! That's really mean!" Someone said, I think it was Kaede. "Aw. What is he gonna cry?" She laughed. I truly felt like I was about to cry. "Hey! Leave Saihara alone!" Another yelled, it sounded like Momota-san.
"Pfft. If he cries he just needs to grow a thicker skin." She tried to justify herself. I stood up and threw my bag to the side as I ran outside before I had another panic attack and made a fool of myself infront of all the people. Today was filled with dread and if it were up to me I would have just stayed alone in my room and cried all day.
I slid to the left of the door frame and sat down holding my knees to my chest as I felt tears streaming down my face. How did I get hurt that badly with only words? I could hear arguing but the noise was muffled as I began to sob quietly. My face felt hot and my entire existence felt like a mistake. "Hey, Saihara. Are you okay?" you've got to be kidding me. This was the fourth time today.
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