The princess's secret

chapter 1

Stephanie's pov

I woke up with sweat all over my body I haven't had that dream in a long time which surprises me and makes me want to cry but I hold it in its pointless anyways, crying won't bring them back instead of crying I should be getting ready and hurrying to start the packs breakfast before its too late or else I'll get more beats and I don't think my body could take it considering my other wounds are still fresh

As I get out of bed I  look at my clock "4:20am" shit I really do need to hurry before I do get  badly punished and my wolf just whimpers at the thought, if only I didn't have to come to this stupid pack then I wouldn't have to endure the pain the pack gives me

8 years ago: run...
I didn't know one small word could mean so much in such a short time.

It could be a motivation
It could change your whole perspective of everything around you
It could also mean something that saves your life

It surprises me so much that one tiny word could change my life for ever.

Its motivation because I promised my big brother I would run to safety (even though I feel like a coward on doing so)

It changes my perspective because now I truly know no matter how innocent a person is evil can creep up on you and take everything you love with it

And no matter how small a word is it could truly safe life's.

Like in my case i run the opposite direction from my brother to safety, and that safety is our hide out.

But it was kinda hard to run when my mind kept giving me scenario on what would happen if the the vampire caught up to me but once I saw our hide out I sighed in relief.

hideout.
See that's another small word that could mean anything and everything in one situation.

I could still remembers the day when we thought of this idea like it was yesterday  well  I would lying if I thought of it ,it was my mostly my brother idea he claimed that we needed  a secret place  so we could just hangout or just need some space from reality. let's  face it you think being a princess/prince is so easy  that you would just have to dress good and look pretty/ handsome well news flash its not! even though our parents were kind they were still strict on us, while kids our age would play outside we would be learning different languages, to history, to defending our selfs, even how to act like a proper princess/prince! And those are just a few thing of my daily life there's much more!  so yes it would get really stressful some days

thats why he thought of doing a secret hideout and the little me at the time thought  I it was a great idea so I tagged along with him.

I still remember the day we told the guards to build us the hideout, at first they said no because we didn't have are parents permission and at that time we were so furious  at them for disobeying us but they had every right considering a 7 and 9 year old toldthem to build a hide out.

but us as being princess/prince we take no for an answer  we always getting what we want  and with that we yelled at them for disobeying our orders so  we used are title on them and ordered them to build the hideout and also told them not to tell are parents because we didn't even want them to know about it and all they did was nod there head and began constructing

I remember it took along time to finish this hideout and it wasn't because they took for ever to build it, it was because  we couldn't find where we wanted the hideout to be located at and when we found it it was perfect. If you've seen the movie "Peter Pan" and seen their hide out then that's how exactly ours liked like too.

Are hideout is a perfect place to hide considering its  a tree and its well hidden not to mention the guards did a really

good job at decorating it, as i thought of this i couldn't help but cry again it was my fault they were dying my brother my parents the people of my kingdom it was all because of me if i never would have been alive the vampires would have not have interest in

me marrying his son not to mention the "the thing" his vampire father wants from me if it wasn't for me they would have been alive well my brother cant be died he promised me! he would never break that promise would he? all this thinking is making

my head hurt maybe a little nap wouldn't hurt while I wait for my brother to come get me at least it could help me forget about everything for a couple of hours and with that I close my eyes and Let the darkness consume me.

the next day i woke up with red swollen  eyes from all that crying as the day went on i ate and sat on the couch and watched  a movie with my 3D TV

Trying so hard not to worry about my brother,  what if some thing happened to him? no his not harmed! He promised me and he wouldn't break a promise! So I should stop worrying and wait patently I scolded myself for thinking those thought.

but as the night came he never appeared at the hide out, that's when all of my hope I had for him disappeared and I knew i wasn't ever going to see him again and all I wanted to do was cry for my brothers death but I knew he wouldn't want to see me that way instead he would want to see me smiling so that's all it took for me to suck it up and began to pack, since my brother wouldn't come it seems pointless to stay here another day considering the vampire are on the hunt for me.

As I got out of the door (not before I made sure the coast was clear) I thought about everybody to my parents to my brother to the people of my kingdom they risked everything just to save me! I won't let there deaths go in vain! I will survive! For them and this I promise! And with that last thought I run as far away from my castle to start a new life.

the present: since the day I left the hideout I was running for days until one day I didn't know I crossed into another packs territory, it was a pack territory that didn't like rouges but since I was a little girl back

than and seeing that I still didn't shift they didn't see me as threat thats when they decided on letting me join their pack but in one condition I would be an omega and be the pack maid in an exchange for a room on my head and food to eat and I agreed since I thought this would be a great opportunity to hide my true identity.

It would be a perfect idea who would ever thing an omega servant would be a royal princess not only that but the last survivor, in the last 2 years that I began in that pack It was all good they kept there promise but when I turned 10 that when I saw there true colors they were an abusive pack and thats the first time they

abused me too later after they abused me I was left alone to deal with my own pain but that was also the first time I shifted too and I was glad nobody was there to see me or else they would have figured out I was a princess considering I was an all pure white wolf which are

rare to have I only have heard one other person have a pure white wolf and I was the second one to have it but also if some one would have seen me shift they would have seen my royal tattoo that I have on my hip that only appears in my wolf form not to mention I also have red eyes that only royal

wolfs get since  that day I'd always got abuse and even for small things I did too but even though it hurt I did heal fast so I that was kinda good "Steph hello Stephanie you need to to hurry your already late" my wolf Annabelle said to me  thats when I immediately look at the

clock and it said "4:30" shit I really am late now " thanks bell I owe you one I didn't really think I spaced out that long but I guess I was wrong"I said and with that I block my mind link and pulled off my clothes as fast as I could to go take a cold shower.

hopefully I could hurry and get everything done before the pack punished me but I knew that was a lie they always punish me for the smallest thing so what could be different about today "maybe because its your birthday" bell said

oh yeah I forgot about that ...
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~paty004

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