The Pleasure is Mine [Loki x Reader]

Part 17

Hello people! I am soo sorry, that you had to wait  for another part of my story. I started studying in a university  and everything changed so fast. i didn't had a lot time for other things and i still don't have that much time, but in one week is christmas break and i will try to update more! 

Enjoy!

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I close the door and suddenly i start sobbing and crying like crazy! I don't know what is happening with me. My body is leaning against the closest wall. Voices! There yelling at me. I ask them to stop but there just go louder. Everything hurts aspecialy my heart. I want to scream but my voice gave up on me. The darknis surounded me and i just want this night to end. I'm freazing cold and my body goes numb. The voices in my head go quiet.

I wake up in a different room. This room is way bigger than mine. The sun is already high. I'm still tired so i lay back down until.....WEDDINGSDAY! I shoot up and search for my stuff. I wear a long shirt that does not belong to me, but i ain't got time to find out who's shirt that is. I walk through this huge chamber. Everything is gold, black or green. It's beautiful and kingly styled. In one corner is see a confy chair and around it are bookshelfes filled with tones of books. Next to it is a door. a walk-in closet, but non of my things are in there. So i keep looking, but nothing! Tired and mad i walk to the windows. I'm somewhere in the eastwing on a higer level . I spent some minutes to stare at the outside until i catch a sight of my reflection. 

I look terrible! Deep bags are under my red eyes. My skin is pale like a piece of paper. My arm is full of bruises and cuts....What happend?

"Good morning!" My hole body jumpes as i hear those words. Slowly i turn around and see him. "Darling, are you okey? I'm sorry if i scared you!" He steps closer and takes my hands in his. He leads me to his bed and we sit down. "You better stay in bett and rest for some days. You need time to recover!" What does he mean with recover? I just got a few cuts and bruises. Not a big of a deal! "But...the wedding! I can't do this to Jane! Those little injurys are not that bad. I'm fine!" His eyes goes big and he opens his mouth to say something, but nothing comes out. It takes him some moments until he starts talking. "My dear, you don't know, what happend last night, don't you?" I shake my head and look him directly in the eyes. "An hour after i left you in your room a maiden heard something weird comin from your chamber. She waited and listed carefully until she heard the clash of glass. Immediatly she opened the door and found you unconscious and full of blood on the floor. Apparently you hit the mirror and it broke. The maiden called for help and as soon as i heard what happend i ran to the healing wing. They were working on you quite a bit. After you were treated i took you with me. I'm not going to leave from your sight! Whatever this was, it's not going to happen again! The wedding is paused until you are alright!"

My heart stops beating for some moments...I don't remember any of that! How? I distroyed everything! Why can't i be normal!? I hate myself. I start crying again, but as soon as a tear left my eye, i feel two arms raped around me and holding me tight against a chest. "Shhhh...Everything is going to be alright (y/N)! We are here to help you! Nobody is mad at you, we are worried about you! This wedding is not important compared to you! Please don't hate yourself! Shhhh!"