If it means a lot to you : a divergent high story

Chapter 6: the after math

TRIS

After me and four kissed Alex came and we acted like nothing happened, but still had a smile on my face and so did he. I don't exactly know what this means but I never felt like that when some kissed me. I could feel my my nerve endings shocking me and desire in my stomach I was something no single adjective could ever described. I was so giddy even my dad at dinner kept asking me what was wrong, I told him nothing but he just said 'I hope it isn't over so boy' see like I said over protective.

Now back to present matters which is me, Christina and Shauna at my house doing AP lit homework. It wasn't that excited but mixed with pizza and ice cream it wasn't that bad.

"So anything happen between you and four today" Christina has been asking this question lately like she was checking her Instagram feed, so daily

"Uumm nothing you know, casual talking" I said with out a grin slipping through but sadly it eventually did

"Well that smile says other wise" shauna chipped I bit my my lip just staring at my text book hoping they will drop it

"Sooo are you going to tell us..."shauna presses, I take a deep breath a deep breath

"Um well I kissed four today" and I let out the breath I was holding, I said in my head a million times but saying it out loud makes it seem so real

"Are you serious?!" Christina practically yelled

"Yes shhh keep it down"

"What are you going to do? Do you like him? Is he going ask yo-" she kept babbling and I just had to cut her off

"I don't know what's going happen and I just don't know if right now is the right time to have boyfriend between AP classes,jobs, sports and college applications I'm just really busy I don't know if I can find the time for him"

"Oh my god tris this is senior year this is the exact time to do this that's the sole purpose of becoming senior means the last time you had boyfriend was sophomore year, he likes you and you like him just let it happen" Christina had a point isn't this the year to experience something and I do like four a lot. I don't think I'm so much as concerned about school all the other activities as I am afraid of being hurt and in the end, it becomes totally pointless, and getting into drama and that dumb shit that's why I just stay silent and don't care. But I guess this time I do fucking care.

After they left I listened to motionless in white and thought about my entire perspective on my simple life and eventually fell asleep

When I woke up still tired and took a shower almost falling asleep again I guess staying up til 1 wasn't the best decision. I put on dark skinny jeans, a gray muscle shirt that says 'eat.skate.make.out.repeat' with a turquoise plaid shirt over it and converse. After I finished straightening my hair and putting on my simple makeup of eyeliner, mascara and foundation and went downstairs where I herd my mom and dad whisper yelling.

"What exactly is he trying to do" I hear my moms voice say

"I don't know exactly but I don't think I can work with him anymore on this" my dad say I wonder what they were talking about so I just came in

"Hi mom, hi dad" I said nonchalantly

"Hi sweetie" I grabbed a waffle running to late to sit down and eat

"I won't be til 6 volleyball ball tryouts"

"Ok see you at dinner" my dad gave me a kiss on the forehead. I grabbed my my messenger bag and keys and headed towards school listening to asking Alexandria. When I get there I take my earplugs and my iPod and plug them in and keep listening while walking in to school. I go to my locker and put my Ap lit book and binder In my bag. The music is still playing in my ears loud enough that I can't really hear what's going on around me. When I turn I see someone just standing there

"MOTHERfucker!" I yell but then get a better look and realize it's four

"I hate when people sneak up on me"

"Sorry I try calling you're name but you didn't hear me" he gives a apologetic smile

"It's fine um... Can I help you with something?" I say wondering why he waiting by my locker. But I'm glad he is, it makes me have a smile on my face

"Um yeah.. I was wondering ...if you um...you wanted to... go to a concert tomorrow night?" Aww he's nervous I never thought that four of people would be nervous about asking a girl out

"Yeah it's one direction right?" I say just to tease him any one who knows me knows that I would hate a concert like that

"Uh-I.."

"Ha I'm just fucking with ya..so who are we seeing?"

"Bring me the horizon and of mice and men at the house of blues" my eyes widen in shock I love those bands I love house of blues. I squeal and jump up in to four arms to hug him cause I'm just so excited

"Thank you thank you thank you!" I yell while I'm hugging him

*time lapse*

After volley ball practice I drove home tired, which really sucks cause I still have to go to the football game tonight being the band geek that I am and playing my tenor sax. Mostly what I'm not look forward to is asking my dad about going to a concert with a guy, it seems like he's really over protective so how would I have ever dated a guy before but I did I'm not even a virgin anymore. I just do a lot of rationalizing and bargaining with my dad until we reach some understanding and that's what I plan on doing, it's not like I've never went to a concert.

So hear I am now I changing out of my volley ball shorts and and shirt and into skinny jeans a plain black Henley and converse. I put my hair in a ponytail and go downstairs to get dinner before I go to the football game. I greet Caleb and my parents and start to eat. Being the lovely daughter I am I even ask about there day and contribute to the conversation when spoken to and I feel like it's a good time as any to ask, but also because I have to leave in 10 min.

"So dad I was wondering if I could go with a friend to a concert tomorrow" I say bashfully it always works to play innocent when asking for something

"Where? When? And with who?" The W's I get every time

"At the house of blues, at 8 and with four Evelyn's son you know her"

"Yes but I don't want you in that part of Chicago" he states, but lucky for me I've already seen that coming

"I see you're point then again I'm with four and I am practically 18 and I will have a phone on me at all times and he's been to enough concerts before to know soo...." I bite my lip while I can see he's going over the idea

"Andrew I don't think it will be too bad plus Beatrice hasn't done anything before to give us a reason to not trust her" my mom chimes. After a couple of minutes of reasoning he finally gives in and leaving me feeling accomplished.