Prostitute Stained Love (EreMika) | (Completed)

Chapter 31

Contains smut/lemon: Beware! (slight trigger warning)

I was in my bedroom, preparing for another night out with Marlo. He insisted that we'd go to a club before going to his place for a tip, so I accepted. I felt an unsettling feeling in my stomach. I shouldn't and don't wanna do this, but it's for Eren. After this, I'll end it with Marlo and I'll forget all about it and Eren won't even have to know. Just for today.. I swear.
I heard an indistinct ringing behind me so I turned my head and saw my laptop out of the corner of my eye, ringing. Eren was calling me on skype. At a normal pace, not hurried but neither sluggish, I made my way to the device and answered. And there I saw Eren at the other side of the screen.

"Hey, Mika."
"Hi."
"Are.. you going somewhere?" He noticed my outfit.
"Oh.. yeah." I could hear my heartbeat in my chest. I felt my heartrate accelerate in speed, making me swallow hard in guilt.
"Where?"
"To a club... with Nifa. We're gonna be celebrating our last few months before finals." I said, feeling tightness in my throat.
"Oh.. okay. Have fun." He smiled. Although it was genuine, the smile was weak.
"Can I.. talk to you later? I'm sorry.. but,.." I gestured to the clock behind me, implying that it was time for me to leave.
"Right, right. I forgot that you need sometime to yourself too." He said.
"No, don't say that. I love talking to you, I just need to leave. But later I'll call." I smiled.

"Okay, go have fun." His smile was much more happy and stronger. I smiled as I hung up the phone and then closed the laptop. I took my purse and put what I needed inside and then walked outside the dorm.'Thank God that Nifa is at work right now. I have no idea how I'd be able to leave the house dressed like this.'
As I was walking through the hallway, about to enter the elevator to take me to the first floor so I could exit the building and meet Marlo, I heard footsteps behind me. I turned around and saw Marlo walking towards me. I groaned in annoyance.

"What are you doing here?" I whisper-shouted.
"Looking for you." He clumsily said.
"What?! You're not allowed to be here! This is a restricted area for students and family members, only! You can only be here if you've been given permission!" I nearly yelled in frustration, panicked about getting kicked from the dorm.
"Can't you give me permission?" He chuckled.
"Not by me, you dimwit! By the principal, staff, the police, or someone with at least some fucking authority." I growled.
"Who is yelling?" I heard a female voice say.

I began to get panicked, recognizing that voice. It was Nifa. In haste, I quickly shoved Marlo and I into a small, cramped closet where the custodians keep their supplies. I shushed the inconsiderate idiot and waited until I heard footsteps pass. After a while, I heard the sound of the footsteps become indistinct. I opened the door to make it ajar and saw Nifa entering our dorm. I sighed in relief, then looked to Marlo furiously. "You fucking idiot!" I bellowed.
Marlo just laughed, clearly not understanding the weight of my current situation. Not having the strength to badger him much longer, I decided to just let it go and head to the club with Marlo.

After some time, we arrived at the club so we decided to walk in. The minute we walked in, Marlo took my hand and dragged me to the dance floor. We were in the middle of a crowd and you could feel the beat of the music vibrate throughout your body, making you feel like getting up and dancing.
Already feeling a rush of adrenaline, I began to slowly move my hips to the beat and started dancing. I started simply by swaying my hips back and forth, but as time progressed I began to start jumping around and dancing with Marlo. Marlo felt encouraged by my dancing and began to dance more too.

After a minute or so, Marlo suddenly dragged me to the bar area and ordered both of us a drink. Then the bartender came back and Marlo handed me a drink. "To sex!" He cheered, unembarrassed. "Uh.. yeah." I nervously said, not being as open as him. I awkwardly drank my drink, but then nearly spat it out and gagged. It was disgusting!
Not wanting to seem mean to the bartender, I decided to sneakily leave the drink at a nearby table and not drink the rest. Whilst I was doing so, I saw Marlo already ordering another one of those disgusting drinks. Not wanting him to recollect his tip from me, I didn't question it.

For the rest of our time there, Marlo and I danced and he kept drinking his mysterious drink. I danced until my legs gave out and I decided to sit while Marlo continued dancing with other girls grinding on him. After Marlo decided to go home, I dragged him to his car and drove off, since Marlo was too drunk to drive.

We arrived at his house and I slowly guided him to his bedroom. Before I could lay him on the bed, he clung onto me. "Let go of me, you're drunk." I grumbled. He only held onto me tighter. He pulled me in closer and kissed me. His breath reeked of alcohol. I pushed him away, but he held onto me tighter and we both fell onto the bed. We were laying on our sides, facing each others faces.
He slowly slid his hand down and touched my inner thigh. My posture stiffened. "What the hell are you doing?" I asked, wariness in my tone. He smirked and slid his hand up my dress and tugged at my undergarments. His pointer finger circled around my clothed clitoris. I breathed heavy, knowing where this was heading.

'I don't want this, I don't want this, I hate this!'

I grabbed Marlo's wrist and dragged his arm out from under my clothing. "I can't." I breathed, my voice shaky. "Hey.. don't you need the money? Why else would you be back?" He bit his lip. I hesitated, but didn't protest. He was right.. I did need the money. And I'll earn it.. just not like this.
I sat up. "Not this way. I won't get it like this." I sternly said towards Marlo, not facing him though. I stood up, inhaling and exhaling slowly and shakily, and began walking forward. But before I could leave, I was pulled back into the bed. Marlo had grabbed me. He forced himself on top of me and breathed heavily on my face. "I think that it will be this way." He smirked.

He dragged his lips down my cheek and onto my neck, sending shivers to travel down my spinal cord. As he gently kissed my neck, slowly making his way to my breasts, he unzipped my dress from the back. I tried sitting up before he could even remove my clothing, but he forcefully pushed me back down, taking my dress off in the process.

I parted my dry, pale lips in attempt to speak, but my throat was so empty that I was unable to enunciate any understandable words. I felt my underwear get pulled out from under me and get tossed to the side. Marlo fidgeted with his belt, in a rush to take it off. He soon pulled both his pants and boxers down and looked at me. He crawled up on my body and unclipped my bra. He roughly squeezed my breast and he forcefully placed his penis in my mouth.
I nearly choked..
My silent sobs were covered by the sounds of Marlo loudly groaning. He came in my mouth after a while and I began to throw a coughing fit when his dick exited my mouth. But just when I thought that it over, I felt a rush of pain spread throughout my body from my groin region. I looked down and gasped, shocked. He was.. RAPING me!

I was nearly screaming in agony with every painful thrust. He wasn't even wearing a condom. W-wait!
That's when it hit me. He wasn't even wearing a condom and I don't take birth control.

"Marlo, stop! You need a condom!" I yelled in hopes of stopping his actions. "It's alright!" He panted. "I'll pull out." He said in between breaths. Every thrust being more painful than the last. Every moan made me want to cry more. My head was throbbing, it felt as if someone had just split my skull in half.
I reached my climax, but Marlo showed no intention of stopping. He kept going, even as I demanded and cried for him to stop, I even pleaded. I closed my eyes since I hated to watch this. I just want this all to be over. I just want this to have never happened. I just want to be home. I just want to be with Eren. Please.. let the pain end.

I opened my eyes in a dark room, like in my dream once before. Except no one was around me this time. The pain had vanished, it was all gone. I stood up and began walking around. I feel safe here. I feel protected here. I want to stay here. Yeah.. I'll just stay here until it's all over. At least until both the mental and physical suffering would come to an end. I'll be here...

My eyes were opened once again about a couple of minutes later. I was in a dimly lit room, and Marlo was beside me, asleep. I could hear him snoring. I sneakily got up and put my clothes on and walked downstairs, my knees shaking with every step. I could barely walk. I knew that I wouldn't make it far simply by walking, and calling an uber meant spending money so that was a no. I looked at the stairs then.

'I don't wanna be in the same bed as him.'

I sighed, having no other option. I turned to the living room and looked at the old couch and leaned into it. I lied down the couch in a fetal potion, silently sobbing. 'I hated this.. I hate this.. I--'

A/N: Whoaa.. that was a heavy chapter. I felt really bad writing this and I kind of wanted to give up in between, but I didn't want to let you guys down so I both finished and published it. It may seem really negative right now and it's only gonna get worse, but trust me... in the end it'll be happy. Just trust me.