Chapter 9: I feel like I am dying

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You say multiple words. Trying to fix what little things you can.



You can't I know it. Soon I won't be in this school. Soon I will be all alone, wishing to be with my friends. Wishing to be with you.


I feel like the world is ending. I feel like I am dying. You can't stop that feeling. Although you have stopped me from dying at times. But the feeling still looms over me like a rain cloud. 


One that follows me not allowing me to see the sunlight. Not allowing me to feel the warmth of happiness. Not allowing me to live that happy life so close to me. 


I cry for that relief. To stand feeling actual happiness, I can only feel that happiness when I am with you or my friends, and soon that will disappear. Soon I will be alone once more. Alone in my house not interacting with other people.


And anytime that thought runs in my head...


I feel like I am dying. 


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