Read my Soul (from the start)

Chapter 14 Hurt... broken....and still in love

You should forget about us and live a happy life.

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I stormed out  the restaurant, I couldn't handle it anymore, and I broke down in a loud cry.

 I searched for my car, i didn't want to go home neither stay here, so I just drove, without an exact destination, to nowhere. I surpassed the speed limit but I couldn't care less, I wasn't the type to rush on the road but now all I was seen is red.

I stopped in the middle of the bridge, and get out of my car, it was raining somehow I felt safe, I let the wind and rain wrap me, and looked in the sky, and then the realization hits me my world is falling apart and there's no light to break up the dark I'm in, a small lough escaped my lips and I started to lough like a crazy women.

Why not??? I thought, no one can blame me if  I get out of my mind, because no one cares.

And I inhaled the icy cold air, suddenly I felt a sharp pain in my chest, and I started to breath heavily, the pain was unbearable, I sat down and started gasping for air, I take out my pills from my pocket and swallowed one, after a couple of minutes the pain let go and I could now breath normally, since that day I started to have heart issues, every time I get nervous my heart beat raise and I fell hard to breath, every time I have crises, Harry was next to me he held my hand and with a soft voice kept telling that the pain will go.

But I'm alone now, Harry where are you?? I need you now more then anything; but instead Zack's face rise in my mind, his eyes, smile, his voice, and his warmth; why am I thinking about him?? I was a mess, that's why I think about him. I should think about Harry I forced myself, but Zack's face became more clearly in my mind, and then again my heard ached for him. I'm so not over him; I still Love him, I smiled as I finally admitted it in my head, all this revenge was just an excuse to see him again.

And now what should I do?? Harry, I can't leave him.

I didn't care that I was soaked in rain, and that every cell in my body were trembling, I walked slowly to my car, turned the engine and took off. I didn't noticed that a man was standing in the middle of the road and I was about to hit him if I didn't turn away instantly, I get out the car " OH MY GOD! are you ok? please don't move I will call the ambulance immediately'', I took my phone and was about to dial 911 when he said "women watch were you drive, and I'm ok". I met his gaze and heat left my body, I dropped the phone and run to my car, locked it and drive away when I was far enough I stopped and let a loud cry come out.

It can't be happening, it's him, it's him, my nightmare the man who crushed my life to pieces, the one who killed me and took away my life.

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so what do you think should she forgive Zack and drop the revenge thought or should she listen to her mother and go away?? help me :)

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