Guardian Angel

12. Rejection

Jungkook's POV

I heard someone enter the room and immediately tightened my hold on Y/n. No sasaeng was going to hurt her on my watch. I held my breath, ready if the person came towards the two of us. After a few seconds of silence, I heard the sound of footsteps retreating. I slowly opened one open and peaked around the room.

No one came in sight however a bunch of Y/n's clothes were on proud display and I blinked as I took in the neat pile of her underwear and bras lying on hyung's table. As I much I knew I should look away, I scanned the pile and chuckled as I realised that Y/n only had cotton underwear. I didn't find any lace or silk and I smirked as I realised that for however perverted Y/n was in mind, in act she was like a little nun. Well, if she chose me I don't think she'd stay that way for long.

Suddenly I felt her stir next to me. I glanced down at her small sleeping body. I observed every small detail of her beautiful face, committing it to memory because this may be the last time I would get to see it like this.

I stared at her eyelashes resting lightly on her cheekbones, her fluffy cheeks that were puffed out, her small nose that would twitch occasionally as if trying to smell some food, her plump pink lips that were slightly parted as she inhaled through her nose and exhaled in small puffs through her mouth. I slightly traced her jaw as my eyes took in the beauty that was Y/n.

I hesitated before leaning close to her. I placed my face next to her, savoring the feel of her skin. I gently rubbed my nose against her soft, soft cheeks. And before I could resist myself I started giving her butterfly kisses along her jaw. She moaned softly but didn't wake up. Her body slightly arched up as I reached her ear lobe. I knew I shouldn't but I couldn't resist not tasting her when she was lying right next to me, innocent and unaware.

I slowly nibbled on her ear and I saw her eyelids flutter as if waking by the sensation. I quickly moved to her lips. I gently pressed my lips against hers, slowly savouring the feel of them under mine. I gently guided her lips to open and give me entrance. I closed my eyes and deepened the kissed her. I moved on top her and held her hips as I fastened my pace. I kissed her, harder and rougher and her arms wrapped around me.

I played with her tongue and she arched under my body, I groaned in pleasure as her hips pressed against mine. I felt her hands grip my back as I moved my lips against hers. I mentally chuckled at the fact that she was getting turned merely by a kiss. She mustn't have had many then I reasoned. Well, might as well make it a memorable one. I grinned and cupped her face to move to her jaw when I felt the tears.

I immediately stopped and pulled away. Y/n was slightly sobbing under as I held myself above her. I had mistaken her sobs for moans. I felt the dread and shame sink into my bones as she hid her face behind her hands. I quickly got of her and stood up. I thought that I had her permission to do this, then why was she crying? I felt like I had raped her for god's sake.

"Y/n?" I called panic growing in my chest as she continued sobbing, now holding her body. I respected women so I couldn't believe that I had just fucking kissed her without her permission.

"Y/n, please." I asked as I climbed on the bed and knelt before her, removing her hands from her face so I could see her. She reluctantly complied and I felt like somersaulting of the roof of the building. Her deep brown eyes, the colour of melted chocolate, that stared deep into my soul showed nothing but sorrow and anguish.

"Y/n, I'm sorry. I am so, so sorry. I-I thought that-" I stopped myself from rambling and simply held her hands as I looked down in shame. I had thought she loved me, that was why I had kissed her right now. I thought that the two of us had finally reunited and I could finally fix my life back together. But... Then if she loved why was did she look so sad to be with me?