Guardian Angel

19. Finally

You sighed as you hugged your idol gently. His arms circled your waist and you felt butterflies flutter in your stomach when he rested his head on your shoulder.

You gave him a soft squeeze before slightly pulling away to check how he was.

His eyes were large and round, skin paler than usual and his eyebrows raised as if he couldn't believe what was happening was real.

"Jimin~" You called, trying to get him out of his revere. His eyes turned to you and you saw the need of confirmation in his eyes.

"You alright?" You asked as you softened your voice and gaze and slowly stroked his orange-pink hair.

"Y/n, please tell me that isn't actually your mom's who caught me in your room." He begged quietly and you smiled gently before shifting your left hand hand to cup his face.

"I'm sorry but it is." You said as you bit your lip at how vulnerable he was at the moment. You repeatedly moved your thumb across his soft cheeks to give him something else to focus on. 

"Hey, it's fine. It's all going to be fine. I'll come up with an excuse for this, don't you worry your pretty little mind." You comforted as you pulled him back to your body and hugged him tightly.

He reciprocated the act and you found yourself in a tender embrace which you never wanted to break. You lay your head on his chest and he sighed as he held you.

"Why do I keep making things worse and worse with you?" He questioned quietly and you pulled away just enough to see his face. You began making long circles on his back with your hands just so he could forget the mess he had made.

"Because sometimes you need to know bitter to know sweet. Besides, someday everything will make sense. Maybe somewhere in the future we'll realise that you screwing up largely helped pave the way for something important. Maybe all the mess that we've made is so that we'll learn and not make the same mistakes in, " You hesitated before finishing, scared as to how he'd react, "our future."

Immediately after finishing you glanced up to see what he thought of your speech. He was gently biting his lower lip to stop his smile.

"How come you're so articulate with your thoughts and I can barely express how I feel?" He asked as he smiled at you. You felt tipsy from the look he was giving you. You shrugged before grinning at him.

"Also our future?" He asked, raising an eyebrow. You promptly lost the smile and turned purple. The sound of his laughter dragged you deeper into the pits of embarassment.

"I'd love that." He said and your head whipped up in surprise. What had he just said?!

As you stared at him in shock, you found his lips descending to meet yours. You nervously licked your own chapped lips before going on your toes to meet him halfway.

His hands went behind your neck and you closed your eyes as he gently moved his lips against yours. You lost yourself in the soft kiss and your hands went to his hair on their own accord. You sighed at the feeling of his soft hair running through your fingers.

Finally when he pulled away, you felt a wave of shyness wash over you. You couldn't meet his eyes. At all.

"Oh no, you don't." He murmured before tilting up your face with his hand.

"There's no way on earth that you're not going to look at me once I've finally got you." He said firmly and you laughed at the 'finally'.

"So where do we go on from on?" You asked as you took his hand and intertwined it with yours.

"Well~ First we need to deal with your mother." He announced and you gave him a dry look.

"Why do you say it like we're gangsters and we have to get rid of her body?" You asked as you raised an eyebrow at him.

"Maybe because I am one." He whispered as he leaned in, giving you what he thought was a dangerous look but only made him look gooffier than ever.

"You look mad with that look." You declared bluntly as you whacked away his nearing face.

"Yah! Do you have to?" He grumbled as he rubbed the spot where you had hit him.

"Sorry~" You chimed and you have Jimin your cutest pouting baby face.

"Ahhh, you know all my soft spots, Y/f/n."

"I am your soft spot, pabo." You said knowingly as you gave him a huge, all-knowing smile.

"Maybe." He relented as he turned to view your mother in a peaceful slumber.

The minute his back was turned you smiled widely. The happiness and delight of finally getting hold of Jimin's heart made you dizzy. The blood coursing through your veins pumped ecstasy to every part of your body.

You were happy with anything life brought in front of you as long as it kept Park Jimin of Bangtan Sonyeondan next to your side, to have and to hold.

2 years later

"Oh my god!" Your mother whispered as she sent you off.

"My little girl has finally grown up." She murmured to herself. You heard what she said and laughed, leaving hold of your several suitcases.

"I grew up long ago, mom." You said as you smiled at her.

"No, no, no. Please don't." You begged as you saw her eyes beginning to sparkle.

"I'll cry if you start, don't do this to me." You pleaded as your mother broke down in front of you. You felt your own waterworks start up and you hugged her as tight as you could.

"Gods above help me, I'll miss you so much my sweetheart." She crooned and you bit your lip to stop yourself from sobbing. This was going to be the first time you were separated from the adorable, chubby woman who had given birth to you.

"I love you so much mom. God, I love you so so much!" You whispered fiercely as you clutched onto with all the life in your body.

You buried your face into her neck for the last time when you heard the announcement calling your flight.

"Go now. Go and conquer South Korea. Make them worship my little girl." She demanded as she let go of you and slightly pushed you towards the gate.

You laughed weakly at your mother before waving goodbye to her. You saw her wave back to you before putting her hand to her mouth to stop any choking sobs.

Your gaze shifted to Mark who came and stood behind your mother, holding her shoulders. He smiled brightly at you but you did not mistake the tears in his eyes.

You were leaving home, everything and everyone you knew to leave for your dream. You finally turned and started crying. Each step towards the gate and away from your mother and best friend drove a stake through your heart.

You were going to miss them, miss them so fucking much that you were pretty sure you were going to have a meltdown on the flight.

Before reaching you glanced at your ticket. To Seoul, South Korea. You were sacrificing your world to live with your other world, your little idiotic boyfriend.

This better be worth it.

A/N:
DARLINGS!!!! OML!?!! I missed you all so much!!! I finally updated!!! Woohoo! Also I've actually thought more for this story, so~ should I continue?? Please tell, because I have no idea *pout* I love all of you, millions of purple hearts for all readers.

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