Your Not Alone~~A Blottie FanFic(Blaze x Dottie)

Dotties problems...

Now for Dottie,though she seems calm and collected with the twins...shes actually a chaotic mess on the inside.
She has to take the kids to school,along with her job;she has to get groceries,keep the house clean,and take Everest to her sessions.
She's an emotional wreck she just doesn't show it.
She only goes to sleep after the twins have fallen asleep because she cries herself to sleep.
She misses Blaze so much and it's hard for her to even wake up in the morning with the never ending cycle of stress.
But she keeps a smile on,for the twins,for Blaze,and for the sake of herself.
She keeps her Jacket on from Blaze every day.She wouldn't be able to cope without it.She needed that thing to remind her that hope will return,it might take awhile;but it'll come.
Right now she is at work,teaching an 8th grade class.
The boys were acting up.
Great.
More stress.
The boys were not doing what they are told and were goofing off the whole class.
She wanted to cry.
She called the principal to come talk to the class.
While the principal talked to them she sat down in her office and layed her head down.
She started to cry a little and talk to herself
Dottie:"Blaze..I need you...I can't do this." she mumbled In between her tears.
She could hear the principal yelling at the 8th graders
She had this pounding headache that never seemed to go away.
Some of them were talking back though,she couldn't hear what they were saying.All she knew was that some of them got detentions.
The room went quiet and she heard a knock on her door.
She quickly stopped crying and wiped her eyes.
She opened the door to see the principal.
Principal Moore:"Sorry about that,they should be fine now,but the bell is about to ring anyway.
Dottie:"Okay,thank you."
Principal Moore:"No problem "
She leaves
Dottie walks back out to the class .She doesn't say anything to them she stands there and waits for the bell to ring.
-bell rings-
The class leaves.
She still had a pounding headache and felt like she would collapse at any moment.
Her next class was pretty good though.
It was all the behaved Kindergarteners.She didn't really have to do anything in that class.All she had to was bring out the dodgeballs and say go.They would be occupied for the whole class period.
She was sitting in a chair at the front .
Even though they were screaming and yelling,Dottie almost fell asleep.
But she didn't,she felt a poke on her knee.
She squinted her eyes open to see who it was.
It was this little kindergartener,he wore glasses,and was very shy.It didn't look like he had any friends either.
His name was Ryan
He's the only werewolf in the class and therefore gets left out often.
He reminded Her of Blaze,(he looked like him).
She gave him a warm smile
Dottie:"Yes?"
Ryan:"Are you okay Mrs.McKallister? You look sad."
Dottie wanted to explode
Dottie:"Oh,I-Im okay,Ryan."
Ryan:"Are you sureeee?"
Dottie:"S-Shouldnt you be playing dodgeball with the others?"
Ryan:"Nobody wants me on their team,cause I'm a werewolf."
His ears were droopy and looked really sad.
Dottie:"Oh,that's okay Ryan,you can stay up here with me."
His ears perked up
Ryan:"Really?"
Dottie:"Yeah of course."
Ryan:"can I tell you a secret."
Dottie:"Sure what is it?"
He whispers-
Ryan:"your my favorite teacher "
Dottie:"Aw thanks."
-bell rings-
Ryan hugs Dottie
Ryan:"Bye Mrs.McKallister! hope you feel better!"
She smiles
The class leaves
Lucky for her,that was her last period of the day.
She let out a deep sigh
She was thinking about all the other things she had to do that day.
1.get groceries
And she can't leave the twins alone so they have to come.
2.clean the whole house.
3.do the laundry
4.make dinner
5.mske sure the twins are happy.
6.make sure the twins go to sleep.
7.finish the report for this week
(her job) -it was Friday
8.cry self to sleep.
She let out another sigh
She went back to her office and waited for the twins to get there.
Once they got there they immediately left so Dottie could finish number one on the list.
-some time later-
She had gone through steps 1-6 and was currently on 7.
The twins had just gone to sleep and by now it was 9  PM.
She was sitting on her bed and opened her computer.
She did her weekly report ,then looked through her emails.
She had one from the principal saying that she wanted a meeting with her tomorrow morning.
She sighed
She closed her computer and layed down.
She did her normal worrying and thinking about the problems for tomorrow and eventually cried herself to sleep.Like normal.
-the next morning-
Dottie is currently in the Principals office as her meeting has just started
Dottie:"So what is this meeting for Mrs.Moore?"
Moore:"Well I've noticed that you've been distracted and haven't been doing your job,you can't control those kids! And I think it's because your Husband is deployed.I can understand that but I think your in too pain to be here.Which is why I am ...Firing you.."
Dottie:"I-i understand "
Moore:"im sorry."
Dottie:"Its fine...i needed a break anyway...ill go get my stuff."
She leaves the office and goes to her office,well not anymore.
She packs up her stuff,including a picture of Blaze.She looks at the picture for a while.She kisses the picture then puts it in her box.
She finishes packing and puts her box into the truck.
She drives home and puts all her stuff away.
Thinking she would pick up the twins later she changed Into some grey sweatpants and a random T-shirt.She then collapsed onto the couch and into a deep nap.
-the next day-
The twins were already at school and Dottie had nothing better to do;so she got out her old diary and started writing down her thoughts; Remembering about her talent to write really well.Dottie had always had some good ideas for things to write about,and really wanted to peruse them;but she never did.Like I said,she had nothing better to do so she got out a piece of paper and started writing more about her ideas.She got really deep into her thoughts and ideas that she spent most of the day doing just that!

Heyy DottieTheWolf2006 here! Hope you all enjoyed this chapter,I almost cried making it.Give me feedback!!
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