CoD Oneshots & Imagines/Scenarios

All Alone

Here I am
Sitting in the band room
Waiting for the concert to start
Im all alone
None of my friends are by me
They all ditch me
I wish I wasn't like this
Like me
I begin to wish my self away
I wish I wasn't so alone...
I may overreact
But it's not my fault
Blame my depression,  social anxiety,  and self hate
Blame my mental and emotional issues
But not me
For I did not ask to be this way
I feel like Richtofen
Always wishing for a better tomorrow
But I know that the tommorow I wish for will never come.
I feel like Nikolai
Always wishing for a loved one back
Like Takeo
Always trusting the wrong people
And like Dempsey
Trying to get through days,  trying to act happy and pumped up
But always feeling like a trainwreck
I cannot help how I feel
And Im sorry

I wish I could just disappear