Chapter 18: Best Friend and Friend

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Dondres POV.

Yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes

Will she say yes already! I don't want her to say no, I don't know what I'll do if she does. She's the only one I have left. My family thinks I'm crazy from the bachelor party and other family get togethers. Its not my fault someone would always spike the punch. it's not my fault liquor takes over me so fast. the smallest drink will set me off.(I get it from my dad)

Keke: I-I-I....D-Dondre Um.

her eyes never left mine from when I pulled out the ring. I really love her. I never realized by the blink of an eye you could lose so much. I Lost The woman I am in love with, I lost a perfect daughter;Kiara, and lost happiness. I'm miserable. I can't even sleep cause if I do I'll dream about Keke and kiara, and what we could of had;as a family.

Me: Keke Terrence. Will You Marry Me. Let me be the father of Kiara. Let me love you and protect you. Keke I'm in love with you, No one could understand how much love and happiness you bring me by just being in my presence.

She cracks a smile. Which makes me smile.

me: see, see, what your doing. Your smile makes me smile. Makes my heart skip a beat. You will never see Lawrence or my father in me. You won't see the dondre you saw that one night. If you say yes I'll be the happiest man alive.

All she can do is smile. Its a pleasant smile. a smile that makes you wanna hug her, which I really want to do. Keke I bet doesn't understand how much I love her.

Keke: Look dondre. I'm away from Lawrence and on my way back home-.

me: I could tell.

Keke: and......

me: Keke I would never get in the way of you and your family. or you and Kiara.

Keke: thank you dondre. But this isn't a good time. I'm not saying no and I'm not saying yes. I-I...  dondre it hurt to see you react the way you did. You really lost it, my trust and almost my heart. but something inside me will never hate you or dislike you.

Why? WHY? her thumb slowly rubs against my cheek wiping my tears. I don't even know how to take this. Yes and No?? what does that mean.! I understand what's going on in her life and I have to respect that, I know I do. my heartaches for her and Kiara so bad, I don't know what to do. I love Kiara, I'll treat her as my own. I'll do anything for these two girls.

Keke: Can I take a rain check...please.

I laugh. she bits her lower lip and looks up at me. She loves me and I love her, but our love need to wait. That's all i need to tell myself from hurting more inside. I start laughing even more. I don't know why?

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