I was a always a person looking for happiness. I would always try to find ways and I would see who make me happy.
I always had a thing about falling fast and hard and long for the wrong people. I was literally know for that.
I think it might be different this time. There's is guy. Named Nathan. Nathan helped me through the worst times.
I did something this summer. Something bad and I will never forget. It literally changed me so much. Nathan was there. He tried to make me understand that things happen for a reason and we all make mistakes. Along the way I fell for him.
I think it's one if the biggest mistakes I've done so far. He dated my friend chantel. For 6 months. They had a powerful connection I can literally never have with Nathan. One I wish I had but don't.
Chantal knows and loves I have a thing for Nathan.
That's the scary part.
I've never had someone support me by dating there ex. Like is that normal?!
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SpiritualI've learned, that maybe the look he gave me wasn't the look I thought it was. maybe It was just a lock of friendship. I've learned to move on. I've learned that life isn't going to be fair. Even if you try in all your power to make it fair. It will...
