Am I wrong?

WEDDING.

-Emely-

"Emely wake up!!!" Some one was constantly shaking me to get up, "Huh?" I said getting up rubbing my eyes, "Nash?" I asked looking into his eyes "What are you doing in here?" I said realizing I was in my room "Your phone kept Ringing" he said rubbing his eyes also. "alright thanks now get out" I groaned looking at my wall clock noticing it was 6:15 in the morning I checked my phone to see a message from My dad "hey hunny it would be nice if you came over at 8:30 ~Love you dad" i crawled out of bed and over to my walk in closet I flicked on the lights and walked around.

After deciding on light wash ripped Jeans and a red "Nike" shirt with red vans I put my hair up in a high pony tail and grabbed my "I'm his" Sweat shirt and on the back it said "Back of Connor Franta is my boyfriend" I walked downstairs to the kitchen I grabbed some strawberry a and rasberrys I sat at the island and got a bowl I mixed them together and sliced some bananas.

I started eating and grabbed a cup and put some iced tea in it.

I walked to the door the sound of shoes on the hard wood floor I grabbed my keys and choose a random penny board out of the many (16) (Her friends all have her one on her birthday and he got two more from Sydney and mom) "Where are you going?" Someone asked making me turn around "My Dad's" I smiled realizing it was Just Hayes "Oh your not gonna be here?" He asked "Nope, I don't wanna be in a place where my dad and step mom where not invited" I said annoyed.

"JANEEEETTTT IMMMM HOOOOMMMMMEEEEE" I screamed bursting thought the door "EMELY" she yelled running to me.

-Skip all that till when she's going home cause I'm to lazy-

"DRUNNNKKKK INNNN LOOOOVVVVEEE" I screamed through the house I just entered I put my board by the door again and heard some moaning "UGHHHH GET A HOTEL YA NASTTYYYYSSS" I screamed I ran to my room luckily I couldn't hear them cause I was on the the third floor and they were on the first in the master bedroom.

"Ugh finally" I groaned taking my shoes off putting them in my closet I layed down on my bed "Hi sis" Nash And Hayes said popping out of my bathroom "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING IN MY ROOM GET THE FUCK OUT AND DONT EVER CALL ME SIS IM NOT RELATED TO YOU,YOU AND YOUR STUPID ASS DAD CANT JUST COME INTO OUR LIFE AND RUIN EVERYTHING WE WERE FINE HOW WE WERE BEFORE" I screamed tears falling down my face while I clutched my Owl they frowned and walked out but Hayes walked back in with tears on his face.

"I'm sorry, I know how you feel I miss mom and I felt the same way you did when they told me but I found out earlier so I guess you took it pretty rough I'm so sorry I'm jus excited to have a big sister" He sobbed. awe he's making me feel bad. "H-Hey come ere" I said patting a spot next to my bed "Don't cry I'm sorry your not as bad as the other one" I chuckled "He's not that bad he's just not used to this" he smiled at me I wiped some of his tears "Shh don't cry anymore ok?" I smiled "I heard you sining when you walked in" he smiled "Your good" he smiled again "Can you sing for me?" He asked he was laying there on my bed in his pjs

I started to sing to him softly a song I wrote called "Amnesia" (just pretend)

I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted

I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted

And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine

Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?

When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?

Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?

If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the Tears running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all

The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone

I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone

And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around

It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on

It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long

It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?

If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the Tears running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape

If today I woke up with you right beside me

Like all of this was just some twisted dream

I'd hold you closer than I ever did before

And you'd never slip away

And you'd never hear me say

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the Tears running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all

No, I'm really not fine at all

Tell me this is just a dream

'Cause I'm really not fine at all

-End-(I changed some words)

By the time I was done I looked down to see Hayes sleeping I undid my bed and tucked him in I kisses his forehead this kid is adorable I changed into some puma shorts and a tank top I walked down stairs "Where's my brother?!" Nash asked panicking "Asleep" I muttered "Oh" he said I walked to the kitchen "Hi babys" I smiled sitting with Olaf And Buster I put food in their bowl cause I'm pretty sure no one else did -__- and put some fresh water.

"good night.............Little brother" I said smiling a little at the end I drifted off to sleep cuddled up into Hayes Chest.

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hey So I really like how this book is turning out so yea.

~

Keiry