Am I wrong?

.CHapter idk.

-Anna-

youd think it would be cameron but we were shocked to see shawn as an instant reflex i slapped him and kneed him in the balls and ran to my room.

-A YEAR LATER-

"HEY ARENT YOU EMELY?!" a girl screamed "Hi" i waved shyly "We miss you" She said on the verge of tears. Did i mean this much to them.

after that approach i ran home.

1 cut. For Making her cry

2. for disappointing my viewers

i slowly walked to The familiar room pushing open the Green Stained glass door i Slowly Slid My finger acrros the mable wood table i opened up the curtain That hadnt been opened in so long.

i Took out my camera and tripod.

Hit record "Hi" I waved to the camera "I missed you guys" I mummbled.

"Let me Explain."

"Its been A whole Year.Can you belive it? I mean ive been asked so many times "Are you emely? and of course i answer yeah So many crying girls Hoping ill upolad a video.."

"Im so sorry i disappointed you all"

"I love you guys i remeber When i last saw you guys i had 10.000.000 subscribers and your still here this time the Rose Bud army had expanded to 29.009.100 Subscribers Im so Sorry Ever since Me and cameron ended i Feel so Lost To make matters worst My step family got in a car crash and Sadly They past...All of them"

i Let the tears go down my face "Im so sorry you guys make me happy your aalways there for me im just im so sorry."

"My life has been such a disappointment and I just I've been going through such a huge stage of depression and Insecurity but don't worry" I said pausing wiping my tears (A/N like Selena in the gif) "I'll upload more often I'll start doing meet and greets again and perhaps a tour but for this video I'll be sining my new song Habits"

(a/N cred's to Tove Lo)

Uh-uh uh-uh uh-uh

I eat my dinner in my bathtub

Then I go to sex clubs

Watching freaky people getting it on

It doesn't make me nervous

If anything I'm restless

Yeah I've been around and I've seen it all

I get home, I got the munchies

Binge on all my Twinkies

Throw up in the tub, then I go to sleep

And I drank up all my money

Tasted kind of lonely

You're gone and I got to stay high

All the time to keep you off my mind, ooh ooh

High all the time to keep you off my mind, ooh ooh

Spend my days locked in a haze

Trying to forget you babe, I fall back down

Gotta stay high all my life to forget I'm missing you

Pick up daddies at the playground

How I spend my day time

Loosen up the frown, make them feel alive

I make it fast and greasy

I know my way too easy