Chapter 18

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•Emely•

I stood there shocked as I looked at my little sister her eyes that were once filled with so much gleam were such a dull baby green color the freckles on her face were covered in dirt I got on one knee and she ran to hug me "Emmy I'm Scared" she whimpered "It's okay I'm here lets go home" I mummbled picking her up.

"this is your room Jane" I smiled to the adorable little girl I remember so much and missed so badly "Thanks Emely" she said smiling up at me the twinkle slowly turned and than faded again.

Her room was typical it had White walls and A Twin bed with two bedside tables a bunch of toys and a full closet pretty cute actually.

"how is she?" cameron asked as I walked down the stairs "Great" I said clapping my hand together as I rubbed my palms down my jeans trying to get them less sweaty I was wearing blue ripped jeans and a white shirt with a blue Cardigan and black cloth flats my hair was on a side fishtail braid.

"So I'm gonna go the recording room and record for one of my new songs" I said clapping my hands and turning on my heels "OH I HAVENT HEARD YOU SING IN A LONG TIME CAN I GO" cam screamed as a bunch of 'me to' were heard around the room "Sure?" I said more of as a question.

I walked to the room and got out my camera "HELLO my lovely rosebuds how are you? Hopefully good" I smiled "So I recently wrote a song called the heart wants what it wants and I'm going to sing it to you" I cheered throwing my hands up and right now I am actually here with all of these crazy people" I said pointing the camera at them.

"so let's do this" I smiled as I started playing the piano while shawn backed me up with the guitar, I started saying the beginning slowly as tears spilled from eyes and nash had a worried look on his face than I got to the real part.

You got me sippin' on something
I can't compare to nothing
I've ever known, I'm hoping
That after this fever I'll survive
I know I'm acting a bit crazy
Strung out, a little bit hazy
Hand over heart, I'm praying
That I'm gonna make it out alive

The bed's getting cold and you're not here
The future that we hold is so unclear
But I'm not alive until you call
And I'll bet the odds against it all
Save your advice 'cause I won't hear
You might be right but I don't care
There's a million reasons why I should give you up
But the heart wants what it wants
The heart wants what it wants

You got me scattered in pieces
Shining like stars and screaming
Lighting me up like Venus
But then you disappear and make me wait
And every second's like torture
Hell over trip, no more so
Finding a way to let go
Baby, baby, no I can't escape

The bed's getting cold and you're not here
The future that we hold is so unclear
But I'm not alive until you call
And I'll bet the odds against it all
Save your advice 'cause I won't hear
You might be right but I don't care
There's a million reasons why I should give you up
But the heart wants what it wants
The heart wants what it wants [3x]

This is a modern fairytale
No happy endings
No wind in our sails
But I can't imagine a life without
Breathless moments
Breaking me down, down, down, down

The bed's getting cold and you're not here
The future that we hold is so unclear
But I'm not alive until you call
And I'll bet the odds against it all
Save your advice 'cause I won't hear
You might be right but I don't care
There's a million reasons why I should give you up
But the heart wants what it wants
The heart wants what it wants [3x]

The heart wants what it wants, baby
It wants what it wants, baby
It wants what it wants [2x]

I fluttered open my eyes and looked at the boys who had tears as well and cameron came up to my and hugged me

"And that was all for today guys I love you all stay sassy" I said doing the little Cat claw thing.

"Emma that was amazing" Cameron Said Hugging me "Um Yeah" I mumbled wiping my tears "Who's it about?" Taylor asked putting his chin in the palm of his hand "No One important figment of the past" I said wiping a year smiling I took my camera and walked to my room.

"EMELY WERE TAKING JANE OUT CAMERON STAYING BEHIND" Nash screamed

the door slowly creaked open and In came Cameron his eyes darker than usual almost like lust.

What happened after remains a secret.

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