Am I wrong?

•Cupcakes And Girlfriend•

•Emely•

"Babe, princess wakey wakey" Connor cooed into my ear.

I smiled and opened one of my eyes "Morning" I smirked I got out of bed "Where are da rose buds?" I questioned "Downstairs" he muttered "Kk" I mummbles I got in the shower and changed into a black longsleeve and those black and white striped pants.

I put on my black boots with little gold buckled on them I put my hair up in a high pony tail I put on my "Rose bud crew fooo lyfee" necklace and walked out to Connor already dressed.

We walked down "BAEEE" I screamed jumping onto destins lap "Hi" I waved "Hi" he laughed I looked to my left and saw a pissed looking Andrea Jenn And Kylie "Damn what crawled up your ass and died" I chuckled, Kylie burst out laughing "there in the kitchen and we wanted to bake cupcakes" Jenn whined "Let's go do you guys forget it's ma house" I laughed.

"out were gonna bake" I said pointing to the door "We wanna help" Carter frowned I looked at Destin and he tossed his head back in frustration "I'm sorry Carter you guys are rude Af and I don't like people like that now buh bye" I muttered.

We started baking cupcakes and when they were done they made ME decorate them I put little roses around them to look like lace and put in icing "ROSE BUDS" in green I looked at them and they smiled.

We walked to the living room which the Magcon boys where in I handed one to Carter And Matt since we made like a billion "Huh?" They said looking confused "Were gonna walk around town wait till I get noticed and give them to my little rose buds" I smiled.

-After-

"C-Connor" I frowned chocking on my own words as tears filled my eyes "Emely please forgive me I just- I got over you during the time you left" he shrugged I just nodded and looked at the girl e was currently kissing "O-ok" I stuttered I left him there.

I walked back to the house Tears running down my face while Destin wrapped his arms around my waist and Andrea was pissed off Kylie was rubbing my shoulder and Jenn was clenching her fist.

We walked into the house and the boys looked at me I frowned.

-7 weeks later-

"I love you" I mutter to Destin and they were leaving "Bae don't worry we'll be back In a day or two remember ignore them" he muttered "Bye rose buds love you" I shuddered.

I walked to the bathroom and did something I never thought I would ever do I grabbed an old razor and put it to my skin just do it a voice said they don't care about you the voice said again I sliced my skin..

It felt good taking away the pain by brining another pain to get your mind off of the other.

I walked down stairs wearing a long sleeved over size sweater of destin's walked into the living room sitting on the couch I cuddled up against the seat and put my chin in the palm of my hand.

"FO REAL DUDE" I heard Carter scream walking in he rushed to me once he saw my eyes "Why are you crying?!" He worried "Nothing it's nothing I'm gonna be in my room" I muttered.

I walked to my room and grabbed my owl I hugged it so tightly and grabbed my memory box I grabbed my old journal my dad and I use to draw In.

By now I had tears running down my face while I looked at all the drawings we made.

Someone knocked on my door "Hey" Nash grumbled walking in "WHAT DO YOU WANT?!" I screamed "Mom says you have to share your room with Shawn And Cameroms girlfriend Roxy And Zoey" he smirked "Hell no they have more rooms" I smiled.