namjoon harshly shoved jackson away, wiping his lips, glaring at jackson with disgust. "go away." jackson open his mouth to protest, but quickly shut it when namjoon's eyes glossed over. he walked away to his car, and drove away. jeongguk stood there, confused, and hurt. "i—" namjoon wanted to say so many things, about how he was sorry [ despite it not being his fault ], how much he utterly adored jeogguk. but his throat tightened, and he stood there starring back into jeongguk's eyes, his mouth slightly agape.
jeongguk licked his lips, sighing quietly to himself. he wiped his eyes, and held out his hand, which held a yellow letter. "this i—is for you.." namjoon took the letter, bitting his lip hard. "i'm gonna go, bye namjoon."
namjoon watched jeongguk walk down the step, to his car. as the other boy opened the door, he gave namjoon another glance, tears slipping down his cheeks. namjoon opened his mouth, but jeongguk had gotten into the car. the engine revved, and jeongguk drove away.
namjoon sighed, walking into his house and closing the door behind him. he walked up to his room, laying back on his bed. he starred at the yellow letter in his hand, and contemplated what he would do with it.
'what's with the long face?'
"not now, ge."
'c'mon, just ta—'
"i said not now!!"
the small crab crawled back into his hut, and namjoon groaned, "i'm sorry." he got no response, and he rolled his eyes. he knew the crab would get over it soon.
namjoon sat up, and carefully tore open the letter, setting it onto the counter. there was a card, in which he held. it was a simple white card, that had a pretty pink heart in the middle.
namjoon set his thumb on the opening side, and starred at it for a moment. he opened up the card, and was taken back for a moment. "he wrote it in.. english? how did he.." namjoon scrunched his eyebrows, reading the contents of the letter.
dear joonie,
it took a lot of courage to write this, just so you know. we've known each other for a while now, and with each day i get softer and softer for you. before we became official friends, i would sometimes stare at you in class (not in a stalker way ), always admiring you from afar. when you actually talked to me that day, i felt fireworks in my stomach. you're so kind, and your voice is like sweet honey. ( i'm not good with words, i'm sorry. ) i'm really glad that i became friends with you namjoon, but, theres
the rest of the letter was scribbled out, and namjoon felt an uneasiness in him. "why would he scribble it all out?" namjoon sighed, setting the card ontop of the letter, laying back down and curling up on his bed.
