Part 41
Emily
*ring *ring
"Hello?"
"Em?"
"Ali?"
"What's Hanna doing?"
"Eating a meal I made.What's the matter? Is everything alright?"
"Everything's fine. I just wanted to tell you that.."
"What..?"
"What happened last night..it was amazing. And..thank you for really understanding."
"Hey,it's alright. I get that happens."
"And..I know I really just snapped you earlier..and I'm sorry."
"It's fine. I've been snapped way worse from my boss."
"What about your job? You're gonna lose it because of me."
"Nah. I already asked for a day-off vacation at your house. "
"(*giggles) okay then.."
"Uhh,why'd you call?"
"I just wanted to tell you.."
"Go on..?"
"That..I really love you."
I was surprised and titled my head,my mouth was open and I didn't know what to say back. And I know that I want to say it back.
"Well..I wanted to say it but Hanna is here so..I can't. I'll talk to you later."
"Oh,sure. But be sure to give Hanna some pils okay?"
"Sure. And can I inject her?"
"Whatever you want,Em. Okay,I gotta go the photo shoot is about to start. "
"Bye then. And good luck for the photo shoot. "
"(*giggles softly) alright. Bye,Em. Love you."
"Yeah,me too. Bye."
I and the call and almost blow my head. I not my lip and jump up and down a little. I almost sure but I cannot believe that she just said that! She feels the same like I do! Know I finally know that she loves me!
"What the fuck are you jumping for?"
"Oh,uhh nothing but I'm just....happy."
"Because..?"
"Ali called me."
"Really? What did she say to you?"
"I can't tell you. It's a top secret."
I stick my tongue put to her and scratched my chin with my middle finger while looking away. Hanna frowns at me but I just happily smile.
"Fuck you."
I giggles evilly and walked away to the couch. I look at the ceiling and still smiling,thinking about how Ali told me that she love me.
"You know I never thought I'd feel like this."
"Feel in love feeling?"
"Yeah. That kind of thing. I thought I'd just die alone,but when I met you and Ali,I'd never thought I feel this amazing feeling I always wanted to feel. Like it was buried for a long time,and it was dug out back."
"You want to feel it forever?"
"Forever and always. Like it won't ever have an end."
I blink slowly,and remembered the moments me and Ali were together. How she smiled and laugh together with me,how she always was close to me,and even how she shared her pain to me when she kisses me,but I love the moment when we were at Emily fields's grave. I feel even more stronger than just a weakling.
"You guys are so lucky."
Hanna says and it heard like a little sad.
"I've always thought that I was ready for relationships but now I really know,that love is a dangerous game,I had to chicken out."
I thought of Hanna's words. And remembered about Caleb. The guy who is now her ex-boyfriend. And her past. Hanna has issues too,and I never knew it. And I treated her like crap by teasing her without even knowing that she had issues. I feel bad for her.
I lean up and walk to her. I sit on a chair beside her and face her. I hold her hand and look her in the eyes.
"Well..have you fell in love with anyone...else..?"
"I don't know.."
"What about the woman that helped you while you were drunk?"
"How did you know that?"
"Ali told me."
"Fucking Ali."
I giggle and she rubs her temple. She liked at down at her hands and raised her eyebrows. She sighs,and finally say,
"Her name is Cara. I don't know,but I think Ali knows her full name. She's a model and an amazing woman. A kind person. I was too drunk that time I don't remember what I said to her..."
I smirk at her and she just rolls her eyes while smiling blushingly. I open my mouth and point my finger at her. She hides her face with her hands and I still smile at her.
"Did you just blush?!"
"Shut up."
"You did blush!"
"Shut up,Em."
"Are you falling in love with a model named Cara?!"
"Shut up,Emily!"
I smirk at her and she just keeps flushing her face. I punched her arm and she rubs it and keep avoiding the contact.
"Alright,I'm gonna go get some medicine for you. And Ali said you have to be injected."
"What?!"
"Just kidding k see you I'll be out just for a minute."
"Dammit Emily!"
I stick my tongue out and took my phone. I borrowed Hanna's money and she won't mind it. Hanna realised that and widened her eyes. I smiled and ugly smile to her and left. I locked the door so she won't come out and put the house key into my jeans pocket. I walked happily to wherever I want to.
Sorry,Han. Hope you don't mind. I'll pay back! <3
...
"I'm back!"
I opened the door while holding a plastic bag with some medicine inside it. I looked everywhere and Hanna was gone. I was about to walk to the stairs but I saw Hanna lying on the ground behind the couch. I widen my eyes and run to her. I start to panic so I call myself,I checked her pulse and she's breathing,but she's not waking up. I shake her body but she's not waking up.
"Hanna. Hanna wake up. Wake up dammit! Don't scare me,Hanna this is not funny!"
She's still not waking up. But then when I move her hair to the back of her ear,there was blood flowing down to her cheek. I was getting scared but I have to get her to the hospital.
"Oh my god. Hanna hold on."
I stand up and took out my phone. I dialed Ali's number. I have to calm her. I don't have a car to go to the hospital!
"Come on,Ali. Pick up...Pick up!"
I and the call and called her again. It was to ringing but she's not answering it.
"Come on Ali.."
I and the call again and failed to call her again.
But then,I felt pain at the back of my head and I feel my whole body weak. I fall to the ground,and blinking. I'm a out to black out. But I have to get Hanna to the hospital. She's sick,and bleeding. If I could just hold her hand,someone already pulled me up and carried me. Hanna was left there alone,and I feel my eye lids heavy like a heavy weight I can't keep it open.
Before I blacked out I heard the person carrying me said something.
"Don't worry. She'll be with you soon."
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