Dear Diary...

Part 5.

Dear Diary...

February 23rd, 2017

I swear Y/n is the cutest thing on this earth...She spent all of Art class gushing about last night. Of course she doesn't realize that I'm Spiderman but she's just...Words can't describe how happy I am right now. I can't tell if I'm happy because she isn't mad at me or if it's because I care about her so much. Ugh, I wish I could write exactly how her words sounded to me...

-That Morning-

"It was crazy, he was all "hey how can I make it up to you, and I was like..." Y/n rambled. She told pretty much anyone and everyone. I don't think many people believed her. But I did. I knew she was telling the truth. "You'll never believe it, Peter, Spiderman hugged me," she fangirled. I chuckled smiling widely. "I believe you-I believe you," I chuckled. "Well I don't know if it was a hug or just to warm me up but STILL," She continued. I couldn't stop smiling. She made me feel so giddy. And she made me feel better about her brother and everything. I sat doodling and listening to her. I looked up at her across from me. She was still going on about it. "You think he'd want to meet me?" I joked. "I could try to introduce you i-if I ever see him again," She giggled. "You will," I mumbled under my breath. "What?" she jumped in. "N-nothing, just...swearing at myself," I pretended to aggressively erase what I'd just doodled. "Oh ok," she said returning to her work. Phew, dodged a bullet there. I doodled a couple dumb sketches into my notebooks during the rest of my classes. I drew one where spiderman caught Y/n. Another one was Y/n hugging Spiderman. "Peter, Are you still with us?" my Chem teacher spoke up. Calling me out for doodling. "Huh- y-yeah," I said covering my drawings with my arm. "Ok, well you're mixture there seems to be boiling over," she pointed out. She was right... I fixed the problem. Shit that was embarrassing. Thankfully Y/n isn't in this class. She'd laugh her ass off at me.

-Back to his writing-

Should I check on her? Like should I go to her again? What if she's secretly hating me. She didn't sound like it but...what if she is. She seemed pretty happy. What if she has a crush on Spiderman. No, she wouldn't. But would I count that as a success for getting my crush to like me? No, it wouldn't, she doesn't know I'm Spiderman. She just knows me as a nerdy painter, who cares way too much about her. Or she just knows me as a friend. Either one o-or both...I don't know. Girls are complicated. I'm still waiting for a mission assignment from Mr. Stark. He and Happy haven't really returned my calls since Micheal was put in jail. You know what. I'm going to check on Y/n. I'm worried about her. I-I should check on her. I'll write again maybe when I get back if anything happens...

-Peter