Sacredly Scarred

Chapter 6

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Warnings: Swearing, mentions of self harm, sexual innuendos

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After crying for a full day, I called Raina. She was happy to hear that I had finally had sex but wasn't much help comfort wise. Her solution to everything is to go out and find some random person to have sex with. I just hung up the phone. I ended up calling Jonathan and making a Saturday training day. I gave him a basic runthrough of everything that happened and he agreed to meet me Saturday afternoon.

But until Saturday, my day consisted of waking up, going to work and checking the window every couple of hours to see if his car was there. No one dare to take his spot. But it remained empty.  For a week. A fucking week without a single word from him! Was he dubbing me so hard that a nigga won't even return home?

Maybe he was dead.

Yeah that's most likely it. He probably got killed on one of his drops. That's why he wasn't responding. Solved it-

"Yenai!" A voice called and when I looked up, I was hit in the face.

"Fuck!" I yelled. I covered my eye with my hand and glared at Jonathan.

"Jesus, Yenai," he hissed, taking a look at my eye. "You need to pay attention! Rule number 1! Never let your guard down! Let's not forget you arranged this workout day because you blew me off last week! You know I hate training on Saturdays-"

"Will you shut up for like 2 minutes!" I growled at him. "I'm so sick of everything!" I took my wrist braces off and sat on the floor. He sat next to me and sighed.

"Sorry. It's just... From everything you told me about this guy, he sounds like a total prick!" He tried to comfort me. "He obviously doesn't deserve you. You deserve to be treated like a queen, not to be toyed with."

"I just should've known better," I whispered. "I mean, what was I thinking-?"

"He manipulated you!" Jon scoffed. "You're not at fault here! Guys like him live off of this shit! They get some kind of kick out putting other people below them. Makes them feel like royalty or something..." He took my hand in his. "I would never do that to you, I need you to know that." I looked at him. Was he really shooting his shot right now?

"Jon..." I started.

"Just hear me out, okay?" He insisted. "We've known each other for over a decade, no one knows you better than I do! Not even him! I know what would make you happy and how you should be treated. We could be good for each other..." He caressed the side of my face and tilted my chin up.

"Jon... You couldn't have worse timing!" I shouted standing up. "You wait until I'm vulnerable to shoot ya shot? So, what? I can see you as my knight in shining armor?"

"Yenai, I know my timing is bad but-"

"Save it," I rolled my eyes, picking up my braces. "I gotta go. See you tomorrow." I grabbed my bag from by the door and left. My walk to and from the gym was mainly me reflecting on the past 3 weeks. Like, why would we waste so much time trying to get with me if he only wanted sex? He could literally get any girl he wants! I reached my apartment building taking my kes out and noticing a car parked out front. I did a double take and my heart started racing for a minute when I noticed it was Erik's car. As fast I could, I dropped my stuff off in my bedroom then climbed the stairs to Erik's apartment. I've never ran up 4 flights of stairs so fast! Once I reached 12F, I pounded on the door as hard as I could.

"Open the fucking door!" I screamed, kicking it. The door swung open and my heart stopped.

"Hey, Yenai," Raina smiled. "You lookin' for Erik? He's in the shower."