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Dear diary,
I have nobody to talk to so i guess i am now considering this journal as a person, someone to talk to, someone who wont judge what is going on in my head. You can maybe even be my friend? But who would want to be friends with me?
STOP IT TYLER!!
Okay, so my name is Tyler Joseph and i am a sixteen year old boy and right now it is four in the morning and I cant sleep.
Like always.
My mind is plagued with thoughts, most of them would make any sane person afraid of whats going on in my head. I have gotten a grand total if six hours of sleep this week so that's fun. Ugh i have school tomorrow and now the night is coming to an end. Why do i have to go back to that complete and absolute hell! Its not that im that one loser in ever teen movie that is getting bullied daily, but its that nobody seems to notice me, they treat me like i dont even exist in this world, like i am a meaningless piece of shit. No one will notice if i kill myself. That can be proven and it probably soon will be. I will die but at least my life will be free.
The only good thing about school is that i have something to distract my mind with. And after each day, i will go back to fearing the night again.
I hope im not my only friend, that there is at least someone out there that cares even the tiniest bit about me, but its probably not true. Well, there is Josh, but.......
He has many other friends, more than i will and have ever had. I am meaningless to him.
But he actually talks to me.
He probably only does it out of pity. Yes, i am sure of that.
STOP! IT! TYLER!!
Well, the least i can do is to take pride in what is sure to die.
The sun is rising.
Goodbye for now.
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A/N
Idk if anyone actually reads the authors notes but whatever. So this is my first story so thats why its absolutely shit. Yee. I listened to truce like 100 times while writing this. I want to write this story like a diary for tyler but each entry is based on a song. I have no idea in which direction this story will go so thats fun
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I hope im not my only friend
FanfictionSixteen year old Tyler Joseph is haunted by voices in his head and no longer trusts anyone due to them. He has almost no friends except for Josh Dun, the only person that actually know and cares for Tyler. This is his diary. Each page is based off...
