In love with my teacher//Raulson

Chapter 7

(Lily's POV)

"See me after class" was all I could remember. I repeated the phrase in my head. I felt embarrassed. No, guilty. I kept repeating the way she said it in my head. The way she said it.

I already knew what was gonna happen. By the end of the week, I was gonna be known as "the legend that cussed a teacher out." Great, more attention. I wanted to leave, to run...somewhere. I thought about asking to leave but the way things just went down; no way she'd let me.

I looked around and hoped to God no one's eyes were on me and thankfully, there weren't. I looked up and she was just starting a PowerPoint. The first slide read "my childhood" she went through a bunch of boring shit until she got to what I was most interested in.

"My family." I was praying that she didn't have a husband or a boyfriend and so far it looked to me as if luck was on my side today. Which was rare.

She didn't have any kids or a husband, just a dog. A part of me was relieved. Though I'd never have a chance with her, I like to think that in another life I would: where I wasn't a student and she wasn't a teacher.

I studied the way she talked, she had a lisp; it was really fucking cute. She had kind of a kid-like personality,  I could tell she was goofy in real life from her constant smiling and snickering and that she was a sensitive, caring type. She was just adorable.

I never got anything good out of love but heartbreak. All the guys I've really ever dated only wanted sex but seeing this new teacher; I was starting to understand why. I've only been with 2 girls in the past but each time; I enjoyed it 6* more. 

Holy shit. Her body shape, I didn't realize just how curvy she was until now. She had C cup breasts and a huge ass, I never really thought of myself as a sexual person but whatever she was doing to me was sure as hell turning me into one.

I looked back up into her eyes and they were staring directly at me. I freaked the fuck out, she saw me checking her out. 

As much as I wanted to look away I couldn't. It's like her eyes were magnetic. They had some sort of mystery to them.

They were a deep, earthy brown- the color of the earth after torrential rain. But there was something else in them, something glistening; like an old copper penny in the light. They held secrets the same way a pot holds layers of deep soil. There was something mysterious and different about those brown eyes.

Eventually, she cleared her throat and I looked back down to my table. Since it was her first day she probably wasn't going to get through any material so I took out my sketch pad and began to draw her.

I had a wicked memory when it came to remembering every detail about someone but when it came to remembering or memorizing school material; I was not your girl.

Before I knew it the bell rang and school was over with. I grabbed my stuff and headed for the door until I was interrupted.

"Ahem, Ms.Rabe, is it?" Said Ms.Paulson.

Shit, I forgot all about the stupid shit. I turned around to find her eyes on me. This was gonna be hell.

(Sarah's pov)

As soon as I sat down I found myself back up again presenting my PowerPoint for the 5th time today, teaching is a lot more exhausting than I thought it'd be. I read off attendance and found out the late students' name was Lily. 

Once I had reached the PowerPoint, it seemed to interest Lily. She finally lifted her head and gave me her attention.

I was almost through all of it until the stupid thing stopped working. 

It was working just fine all day. 

I turned my back to the class to see what was up, It took me a while to figure out what was going on but I finally got it to work again.

Technology really seemed to have been getting harder to work as I aged. I realized I sounded old as that thought crossed my mind and scolded myself for what seemed like the millionth time today.

The same feeling I got with the boy earlier came over me, I felt eyes staring at me. I turned around and met Lily's eyes examining my body.

Was she checking me out? Or was she doing the "I wish I had her body" comparison thing girls do?  Whatever it was, I could tell she was enjoying what she was seeing.

I could tell she was embarrassed that she had been caught, but usually, when someone gets caught they look away almost instantly. But not her. Her eyes stayed on mine for an abnormal amount of time. I cleared my throat and continued teaching. 

There was something different about this: all my life I was super uncomfortable with boys checking me out but when Lily did it; it made me feel appreciated. I felt like a discriminator but I couldn't deny how I felt about it.

Eventually, she put her head back down and got something out of her bag and began writing something. I let her do whatever; seeing as if she was having a bad day. The rest of class zoomed by. The bell rang and almost instantly every student was out.

Jesus these kids really don't want to be here. I was destined to change that. I wanted to make school a fun place for these students. Lily was halfway out of the doorway when I stopped her, she turned around and walked towards me. This is gonna be heaven.

Hilo, it's Dominique just checking in to apologize for the lack of updates. School is whooping my ass so please be patient with me. I'm not having writer's block or plan to end this story any time soon but expect updates to be about a month or two apart. Much appreciation for everyone supporting 💕💕