Runaway

Bug

Author's Note:

Hi! This is the second chapter I owe you guys! Sorry it took long! I tried to make it kinda long so, worth the wait! I wanted to show you this quote I found from the song! That's it! On to the story!

"If you feel lost, and on your own,

and far from home,

You're never alone, you know,

Just think of your friends, the ones who care,

who'll always be waiting there, with love to share..."

- The Tigger Movie

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Chapter 11:

I couldn't stop thinking about what happened. Now, I really regret my decision to run away.

If I didn't run away, I wouldn't have to feel this pain. If they didn't get into a car accident, I wouldn't be suffering.

There was nothing I could do. I couldn't go back in time and change the past not matter how much I wanted to. Tears kept streaming down my face as I went to my room.

I struggled to whether go back to my uncle - though I would be dead to him - or to stay and find out more about my mom and dad. It was breaking my heart after my heart just tore into a million pieces.

I didn't want to do anything. I didn't want sleep, to speak, to eat, or even walk anymore. I just wanted to collapse of the weight on my heart, but I couldn't. I had to move on and keep on living.

As soon as I got back to my room, I fell on the floor and kept on crying. I didn't care if anyone was looking at me or not or if I acted like a toddler. I stayed like that for several hours.

After those hours, I wanted to apologize to Damien for those words I said but I couldn't just talk to him. He must have been hurting just like I have did. I decided to write on a piece of paper to say sorry.

"Hi, Damien. I know you don't want to talk to me and I get that. If you don't ever want to talk to me, I understand. It's your choice anyway. I'm- I'm sorry for what I said. You must have gone through much more than I did. You know, you're right. I don't know pain. I don't think I've really experienced it until now. I don't know why but thanks. I'm sorry, again."