I Don't Deserve You

Prologue

Allison's POV

It's full moon tonight. They said "beware of the werewolves, when
the full moon shoves"

There must be some wolves fighting within their packs or lost their sanity since they can be a little out of habit when it's full moon.

Now, now... Let me introduce myself. My name is Allison Lavendra Symon. I love reading and am lucky to be a part time librarian at the local library. I love reading fantasy, just to get out of the reality. Even though my quote is "Take the reality, not the fantasy"
well... Everyone needs to escape and procrastinate sometimes. But, let me rephrase it to you, SOMETIMES okay. Not always. And I am single. I never had any interest in relationship or love life. It's a little hard for me too whenever I read about werewolves, there must be some MATE scenario. And that makes me cringe, like literally...

I live with my parents and siblings. I have 1 brother and 3 sisters. They are Austin Charles, Alicia Rosie, Me, Andrea Tulips and last but not least Amanda Lily.

My parents are Audrey and Arthur Symons. I think all of you can guess that they love flowers so much to have their children names part of them. I might added as well that they obsessed with them more than their own child. Hihihi. Nah, I'm kidding.

Now that you can guess my parent's passions. So can you guess who's mama's favourite?
Drum roll.........

Austin Charles Symons everybody *sarcastic claps *eyes roll like a rollercoaster

Yep. He's Audrey Symons's favourite child. We all felt a little hurt actually, but never mind.

While amongst my siblings, I adores Amanda the most and she likes me too. I'm the only one after my mum who can put her to sleep

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I smile as I see his ocean eyes staring at me. "Mommy! Daddy! Wake up!" my 4 years old daughter squealing, jumping on the bed. I love it when everytime I wake up, everyone that I love are happy and having a good life. I hope that this day could stay forever and till my last breath.

~ The End~

Nice book.
It's 20:30, 8:30 p.m which means it's time for the library to be closed. Perfect timing.

I put back my 5th book that I just finished at the bookrack, picking up my sling bag and heads home. Walking from library to my house isn't that long. It only takes about 10-15 minutes walking. On my way, I would usually buy my favourite White Chocolate drink and some cookies as dinner.

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"I'm home!" I announced as I took off my favourite ankle boots. All of my family keeps the tradition of taking off our shoes while in the house as to keep our house clean. Trust me, when you have 5 siblings that are all hyperactive most of the time, wearing shoes running around the house aren't the best thing.

"Unnie! You're home! Me and Ginger miss you soooo much" Andrea said dragging the 'o' while hugging me.

I squatted down to her level and reply, "Awhhh... You miss me buddy? I miss you too. Did you take good care of Ginger?" Andrea is very pretty with her brunnete hair and blue eyes. How lucky I am to have such a beautiful family. But I'm definitely not that beautiful.

"Yes, I did!"

"What are you doing? Where's everyone else?"

"Char isn't home since he's on call and needed to stay at the hospital, Rose is in the dining room discussing something with mum and dad, I just finished my homework and waiting for you while Lily is sleeping and will be up in 50 seconds from now." she said still hugging my legs while we are walking towards the dining room. It's more like Andrea is dragged by me through the living room to go there.

As you can notice all the names are from our middle names. Mum usually calls our middle names with no reason and if she calls you by your absolute full names that means she's angry and please be ready to be on 6ft under.

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"Huwah.."
There you go.... Amanda is awake now. Tulips is too smart for a girl around her age.

"Lavendra, hun. Can you feed Lily and do some magic trick, please?" my mum asks with her puppy eyes once she realized that I was there.

Ugh... Not with that eyes, they're too hard to resist.
Fine....

"Sure, mum. Where's her bottle?"

"It's in her room, hun. Thank you, dear" she said and winks at me

I immediately take my violin from my room which is beside Amanda's room and start feeding her in my arms. After she finished her drink, I place her on her crib and start to play my violin to Lavender's blue lullaby.

Within minutes, she falls asleep again.
I sigh as soon as I stop playing my instrument. It's been an exhausting and long day for me this lately. Plus it's warmer in northern areas here where I live compare to other areas.

"Hey, hun. Is she asleep already?" my Mum asks cupping my face, taking in my looks properly since she couldn't make it when I came home just now

"Yeah, she is Mum. Is there anything you want to talk to me?"

"Oh nothing, hun. How's your day?"

"Good" nodding my head several times

"My dear, Allison Lavendra. Please take a rest too, you look pale. You're such a workaholic just like your grandpa. It's not good for you. You're still young. So enjoy your youth days and chill a bit. Maybe you could visit Jasmine in Sydney and hang out with her?" She suggests, cupping my thin cheeks. Frowning as concern written on her face

You see, my grandpa was a workaholic especially after my grandma passed away. He did too pass away from overworked. Everyone is so upset with the cause of his death.

"I'm fine, Mum. Don't worry, I won't be that bad as grandpa. And about Jasmine, I'll think about it later. She's a bit busy lately. Anyway, thanks Mum. Goodnight, Love you" I yawn, giving her a reassuring smile

"Yeah, love you too. Goodnight, hun" she sighed before kissing my cheek

After that little lecture, I rushed to my room to start my night routine.

"Finally... It's time to cry my eyes out" I sigh and take a shower.
I wash my hair with my strawberry shampoo and indulged myself with peach body scrub and honey body wash.
What a divine please! All the scents were good enough to make me relax.

I blow dry my hair, greet Ginger good night and buried myself on my bed. A few seconds later I cry myself to sleep as the pain is too much to bare. I wish the sun would come out anytime soon. Goodnight, world.

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A/N:
What do you think? It's my first story ever!!! Hope you enjoy it. Please comment, vote and critic. English is not my first language and I'm still baby step on it.

Honestly, I too feel like crying since new school is making me nervous and I'm not that socialize to easily get a new friend

Anyway, why do you think she's in pain? Let's find out more and wait for me.

Hope you enjoy my very short chapter!
Have good day or nice dream!

- FA_addicter