Afraid of Roses

The endgame

Everyone says that it won't work. So many people think it's a bad decision. But since when is following your heart a mistake or a bad choice?

"He's older" "He's just going to use you". No, you're wrong. All of you, you're wrong.

You judge him based on his looks or his status and what he does and doesn't do. You don't judge him on his personality or his heart. And why? Because you don't give yourselves the chance to get to know him.

He is the most incredible man I've ever met. And I can say that truly and honestly.

Have you ever had someone in your life who is the reason you want to get up in the morning? Have you ever been so excited to face the day because you know you'll see them? Have you ever been unafraid of putting your heart out there because you know it's in safe hands? Well
I have.

This man came into my life and pulled me out of a dark place, like an angel in the light. Because of him I'm not afraid. Because of him I'm not ashamed. Because of him, my soul is happy.

You should see him in the glory of the light everyday as I do. Maybe then you will see how special he is to me.

Maybe then you'll see that whenever I'm around him my face hurts from smiling too much. When I'm with him I'm always relaxed and soothed. I accomplish so much when he's around. He's my best motivator and he pushes me to be the absolute best that I can. I'm the best version of myself when I'm around him, and I love it.

I love everything about him. His eyes that shine so bright in the middle of the day. His kindness that he shows towards everyone. His care that he uses to make sure that the people closest to him are okay. His confidence that radiates throughout a room. His smile that makes my heart skip a beat. His hair that I could run my hands through a thousand times.

The way he shakes his leg when he's nervous. The way he talks faster when he's excited. The way his face lights up when he's talking about the things that make him happy. The way he looks at me like I'm the most beautiful person in the world. The way he talks to me, and reassures me that everything will
Be okay. The fact that as soon as I'm in his arms I feel safe. The fact that my heart dances and jumps for joy just knowing that I get to be his.

I love it. I love it all. Every single little thing about him, I wouldn't change him for the world.

He's the reason I'm here. He's the lesson that I'm getting taught. He is the reason im in the game and not on the side lines and watching.

He's the man I love.

He's my endgame, forever and for always.