Tangled Up In Love - A cole pendery fanfic (ON HOLD)

Torture and confused?!?!

Why does Gabe have this hate towards me? Yeah I know I said I wouldn't help him with his problem, but that was a long time ago so why is he doing this all of a sudden now? I have no way of getting out of it now...what he said is true and its gonna be torture for sure.

"Sky, are you okay?" I was ripped out of thoughts by Nataline's innocent little voice. She has no idea what's happening right now and I wish I could tell her.

But I can't...

"Yeah I'm fine...why do you ask?" I lied. I have never lied to her and now I did and I feel guilty about it.

"Because you spaced out for a while."

"I was just thinking about...something." I lied again and this time I wanted to punch myself for it. I hate that guilty feeling in my stomach right now.

"Then why did you lie to your cousin that you trust so much?" my thoughts asked me.

"Because if I told her, and Gabe found out, then I would be tortured."

"Your so weak." Stupid thoughts. I'm just gonna ignore them for now.

"Oh okay. Can we go somewhere...like shopping for some clothes." Nat said. Maybe shopping will get my mind off some stuff for a little while.

But I just remembered that I would go visit Cole. I need to know why he really didn't come to school. What Dana told me, didn't sound true.