I spent the past two weeks at home. I shut off my phone, I locked my bedroom door and I only got up to get the occasional snack or go to the bathroom. I didn't feel like eating much, mainly sleep. I'm not sure if Ashton has tried to see me, but I made it clear to my mom not to let anyone in. After my almost breakdown in school I thought it was best to take some more time off. Granted I haven't even been back for very long but I just couldn't handle so much so fast. I haven't really been in Luke's room all that much since he died. But for some reason I felt compelled to go there today. I got up out of bed walking into Luke's room. I sit down at his desk looking at all the unfinished school work he had. I was looking at each individual paper before I came across an envelope. I was about to open it when the doorbell rang. I sighed walking out of his room closing the door. I open the front door, my stomach dropping when I see Ashton standing there.
"Can I come in please" He almost begs. I nod and we walk to my room. I sit down on my bed waiting for Ashton to join me but he just paces in front of me.
"Roni I'm in love with you." He blurts out. My eyes widen and he continues. "Don't say anything just listen. I know we haven't known eachother that long and it sounds absolutely impossible but I do. You are there for me and I am there for you. Luke isn't here but that doesn't mean he wouldn't want us to be happy right? You make me happy, you were happy for a little while there. Can we please be happy?" He says. I sit there looking at him completely surprised. I was about to say something when he cut me off by pressing his lips to mine. That's all it took for me to melt at his touch and admit how I was feeling. I was in love with Ashton Irwin.
Later, after a very heated make out session we decided to make some pizza. I was trying to knead the dough into a circular shape but it just wasn't working. Ashton was laughing at me, and he kept yelling at me for not doing it right. He suddenly hugged me from behind kissing down my neck.
"Ash stop." I laughed.
"I'm hungry." He shrugged. I pushed him off turning around.
"Are we a thing now?" I asked. He stepped up to me grabbing my face.
"Most definitely." He kisses me lightly, smiling into the kiss. I turn back around giving up on the shape of the pizza. I put the sauce and cheese on it sticking it in the oven.
"Come back to school." Ashton says sitting down on the couch.
"I don't know.." I say sitting next to him.
"You've missed so much and it sucks without you." He pouts.
"I'll think about it." He gives me a small smile and scoots closer to me. He takes my hand kisses each knuckle and I giggle at the action. I put my leg over him and shift on top of him, sitting on his waist. I lean down and kiss him slightly grinding into him. He reaches to take off my shirt when the oven timer goes off. I get up and walk to the kitchen, hearing him groan in response. I laugh and take the pizza out of the oven. I cut two slices for us and walk back into the living room handing one to Ashton. I sit back down on the couch turning the tv on. I look at Ashton seeing him shift uncomfortably, adjusting his pants. I smirk at him and he rolls his eyes.
"Such a tease." I hear him mumble.
"What?" I say just to tease him. He blushes and shakes his head. I smile turning my attention back to the tv.
So this is really short I'm sorry but I want each chapter to end at a certain point for it to make sense.. So from this chapter to the end it's all in one night just to let you know! I'll try and update again today or tomorrow. Thanks so much for 100 reads it's so so cool! Okiee see ya! Smile.
