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Chapter Ten: I Love You

Akaiya's POV

I watched his body grow lifeless as the blood left from his head. I couldn't loose him like this, and definitely not while the last time we talked was an argument. I finally admitted to myself that I loved him, and that I refused to loose him already.

I kneeled over him and held his hand. The rain washed away the blood, but that didn't mean it was no longer flowing. I wanted to help him, to do anything to help fix my mistake, but I couldn't.

"Jimin please wake up! Please!" I kneeled crying with his hand held near my heart. "Lord, I've called to you multiple times before, but today I really need you. Don't take him please!" I could barely get the words. I felt like I couldn't breathe, and just as I was loosing all of my hope I saw red lights reflect in the puddles. I heard the sirens of the ambulance, but I thought it was to late.

As I was about to stand up and head towards the EMTs I felt Jimin's hand squeeze mine. I looked at him in amazement, and watched as his eyes flickered to look up at me. I couldn't speak, so I just cried and smiled at him.

The EMTs rushed over to place him on this stretcher, and I held his hand the entire time. We all got into the ambulance after one of the EMTs handed me a blanket. I don't remember much after that point, but all I remember after that is waking up to a phone call.

The caller ID was from Taehyung once again, but I couldn't talk to him at the moment. I was too worried about Jimin so I declined his call and sent him a message saying:

Taehyung, I'm sorry but
I really can't answer the
phone right now.

Taehyung later replied:

But, I really need to
talk to you. I'll guess I'll
give you a few minutes
to yourself.

Taehyung was very persistent it didn't matter if it was for annoying his hyungs, or getting what he wanted. I couldn't think about Taehyung in the moment though. I looked up at Jimin and all of my worries about Taehyung washed away.

I held Jimin's hand as his was still attached to several monitors. I knew there was no chance in him hearing me, but I had to try.

"Jimin, I love you. I just need you to wake up for me please." After those words left my lips I got another call from Taehyung. I couldn't believe he actually called me back, but I decided to answer him this time.

"Hello? Taehyung, I need to tell you something before you say anything." I said.

"I need to tell you something first, so please let me speak." He sounded upset, so I let him speak first.

"Yes? Taehyung, is everything ok?"

"Akaiya, I love you more than you can ever imagine. I know you lo-"

I couldn't let him finish his sentence before I dropped my phone on the ground. I couldn't believe it, I heard his voice still rambling on when I heard him say my name so I picked the phone back up.

"Akaiya, are you still there?" He asked.

"Y-yea Taehyung. I'm still here. This is just a lot to take in so Imma have to call you back."

"But didn't you say you had to tell me so-" I hung up the phone. I couldn't tell him about the accident, at least not right now.

I just told Jimin I loved him, while being told I love you from someone else.

What is love at this point?