It's been a few days. I haven't seen Jack in a while. He's been suspended for a week, so today is his last day. He's coming back tomorrow. Hans has been being a jerk to me, but I ignored him as usual.
I don't know if we're together still. Ever since the fight, my heart has been aching. I still loved him. A lot. Punzie helped me decide on what to do. I was going to let it go. Just forget about what he did. I loved him too much to not be with him.
School went by like a haze. Punz has been worried. She always tried to cheer me up. I appreciated it, but I don't think it would work.
The last bell rang, ending school. I quickly went to my locker and headed to my bike. The cold turned my cheeks pink. Before I drove off, I breathed into my chilled hands. Today had to be the coldest day of the year.
I kicked my kickstand up and drove home. I defiantly wasn't riding my bike to school anymore.
I got home a ran to my room. Anna wasn't home yet. She had to help with student council.
I laid on my back staring at the ceiling. I wonder what jack was doing. I thought about him constantly. I missed him. I regret being mad at him. I couldn't wait to see him though.
I began to zone out, and fell asleep.
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I woke up to a big thud.
I sat up quickly. I was breathing heavy from the noise. I looked at the time. It was only 6:30. I got up and looked around. All of a sudden Anna burst into my room.
The look in her eyes scared me. It was the same look she had when our parents died. The thought of our parents made a lump in my throat.
"Elsa. Come now," she said breathing heavily.
I didn't ask questions. Whatever it was, it was very important. I was scared. I prayed nothing bad happened.
She grabbed my wrist and pulled me down stairs. Her hands were shaking.
We got into her car and she quickly sped away.
She looked alert, and scared.
"Anna? wha-what happened?" I whispered scared of her response.
She glimpsed at me with hurt in her eyes.
She didn't say anything. She just drove. I didn't say anything after that either. I just waited. Whatever it was, I knew I needed to be prepared. But I just couldn't help but need to know how bad it was.
We drove in silence. Snow began to fall. At least something could calm me down a little bit.
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I sat frozen to my seat staring at the building in front of me. The big red letters read: emergency room.
Anna sat there for a moment too. She took my hand a squeezed it. And I knew, it was jack. Something happened. The thought of him hurt made my heart ache. The pain almost too much to bare.
She got out of the car, and I did the same. We walked towards the door. I shivered from the cold. I usually never got cold. But For some reason, today was different. I didn't bring a jacket either. I just wore a black wool sweater.
She opened the door and I immediately felt the heat hit my face. It was comforting, but I still felt sick to my stomach.
We walked up to the counter.
"Hello," the lady greeted warmly.
"Hi. We are here to visit someone," Anna said.
"Oh yes. Who are you here to visit?" she asked. My stomach knotted in pain.
I almost screamed as Anna said his name. "Jack Frost." Some part of me was hoping it was wrong. That this was a dream. But it wasn't.
The woman's expression went cold. She had pity in her eyes. She motioned us to follow her. I couldn't feel anything. I was numb. But I somehow managed to follow.
I couldn't focus. I was mortified. She led us to a door close to the end of the hallway. She stood by it and gave us a comforting smile. It didn't work. As soon as I saw him through the glass, I lost it. I let out a whimper. I covered my mouth with my hand as tears began to sting my eyes. My chest hurt more than ever.
I started at him. He was connected to tubes. His heartbeat was slow. I couldn't take it. I had to look away. Anna hugged me. We sat there for a moment. I felt so numb. One thought was racing through my head. It's all my fault. Anna let go and looked at me.
"Let's go in. You have to see him," she said seriously. It shocked me how she could be so strong. Unlike me.
"No." was all I couldn't manage to spit out. I didn't want to see him. It hurt too much.
"Elsa," she said. She gave me a serious look. I knew shat she meant, and she was right. She didn't have to say anything else. I slowly walked into the room.
Anna sat outside and gave me privacy. No doctors were in the room. A slow beep filled the room. It was his heartbeat from the monitor.
I couldn't stop staring at him. Nor could i move closer. I saw his chest move slowly up and down. I was relieved that he wasn't..... dead.
I finally moved towards him. I sat in the chair next to his bed. I watched him. My eyes glossy with tears. His skin was even paler than before. Hints of blue and purple tinted his lips. I put a hand on his cheek. It was so cold. I whimpered again. His eyes suddenly fluttered open and caught mine. He smiled. He brought his hand up to mine which still rested on his cheek.
A tear fell from my eyes. We sat there savoring each moment. I still didn't know what happened. But I was scared to find out.
"Elsa," he whispered in his deep voice.
I smiled as another tear rolled down my cheek. He brought a hand up and wiped it with his thumb.
"I love you," he continued.
"I love you too," I whisperd back.
He stared at me before closing his eyes again. The beep in the room stayed which made me relieved. He just fell asleep. I leaned over and lightly kissed him. His cold lips meeting mine.
I got one last good glimpse before leaving.
I walked out where Anna sat staring at the ground. The doctors went back into the room and surrounded him.
Anna looked up at me. I couldn't take it. I looked back in where jack laid. I couldn't hold it in. I ran through the hallway out the door. Tears spilling from my eyes. I ran into the car and cried. I cried until I had no more tears.
It's all my fault.
I shouldn't have been mad at him.
It's all my fault he's hurt.
Why am I so stupid.
I quickly put the key into the ignition and drove home. I needed to be away from here. The pain was too much.
A/N
Ooookay so lateish update I know but holy cow I'm in tears.
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