𝐎𝐟𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐥 𝐊𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐂𝐨𝐮𝐩𝐥𝐞 || Kim Taehyung Fanfiction

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Taehyung's POV

"Are you sure, Taehyungie?" Jimin asks, his face extremely worried. I just released a dry chuckle. "I'm sure." I sighed.

"Everything is just complicating. It's like... falling for her feels like it's a sin to do. I don't know what came over me when I hugged her. Different emotions at the same time, you know?" I smiled sadly as I layed down on the hospital bed.

"Come on man. There must be something else you can come up with to face your emotions." Jiminie stated, sighing as he leans on the chair he was on. Jungkook was behind him, motionless and quiet.

"I don't know what to feel, Jimin. I'm confused. I hated her for what she did to me in the past. But why am I... experiencing these kinds of s(hoot)?"

"Aish, Taehyungie. Let go of the past, dude. This decision you're making is going to cause a huge mess. Not to mention, you're leaving us?" He questions again, ruffling his hair with his own hand. I soughed heavily, my hand going under my pillow to reveal a neatly folded paper.

"Hyung, I want you to give this to her in the morning. If she comes, that is."

My heart was hoping she would come. At least that showed that she really cared.

That night, during my father's burial, she comforted me in a way no one has ever done to me before. But I forced myself not to think of it in a romantic way. I thought of it as her way of making it up to me, since she was feeling guilty that time.

But what if she came later in the morning?

She comes here and I just... do this to her?

There was no one guiding me right now. My father's gone. How am I supposed to cope up with my feelings? My mind is thrashed right now.

"You're serious, aren't you hyung?" Jungkook finally speaks up, fixing his posture and stood beside the hospital bed I was on. "Just make sure to be safe at all times, okay hyung? We're not going to be there with you anymore." He stated. "I can take care of myself, Kookie. Don't worry. And don't tell anyone about this. You two are the only ones that know." I stared at them as they nodded hesitantly.

"We'll miss you, Taetae." Jimin releases a small smile, and so did Jungkook. "I hope we'll see each other again some day." Jungkook beams. "Some day, Kook." The two left me alone in the room after that. The silence of the room was almost deafening. Was this the right thing to do?

I told Jimin to explain to the doctor in charge of me everything about my current case. Thankfully, he agreed.

Hours later, I tucked myself under the white sheet I was given when I heard a single knock on the door. That was Jungkook's signal, meaning the others were now here to visit.

My heart ached when I heard them cry, Hoseok-hyung being the loudest out of the bunch. I tried my very best to stay still, since they might take a peek.

Then the hardest part of my plans finally came.

"W-what's wrong?" Her voice. As much as I hated to admit, but I'm going to miss it. Very much.