The Key To My Heart

True form

<<Natsu Pov>> 

  I layed my back against the hard rough tree as I watch Lucy walk away with a very happy, Happy who was snuggled deeped into her chest. Damn that lucky cat I thought. I watch as lucy happly talked to the red head beast whoses name I now know is Erza, and she can eat a whole freaking cake on her own. A cake I really wanted to try, but couldn't. It not like I was scared of her or anything it just that she was Lucy friend so I had to be nice. I could have easly beaten her.

  I contained to watch them as they got farther and farther away from me, untill they were finally out of my view. I let a sigh out as I slowly made my way into the forest that called my name. I started of walking before spriting off farther into the mouth of the forest. I had finally made into the center when, I had decided to take a peek around to see what was around me. No human in sight, that good I thought to myself before solwly starting to shift.

  I remove  the only piece of clothing I had on leaving on my underware, before placing them gently on the ground. I toke a deep breath before concrating hard and deep. I could a feel a small but yet painful come from my back, the cracking of my bones was heard throught out the forest as my wings started to flung itself out. It was soon followed by another pain just below, my lower back and out came my tail. The scale shining beautifully under the moons light, I soon start to feel the movement on my head from were the hornes were growing in and finally for the finishing touch of my puzzles claws and fangs.

I stood there letting my body get use to its form, even if it has been transform many times into it. It is still painfull for me at first. I run my tounge over my sharp teeth, that could pierce about anything. I had let my claws run freely over my scales, as I started to move my wings to grab air. The nightly air was exciting me and a familliar smell was fillng up my lungs. "lucy"  I say in a husky voice but I refuse to follower her scent no matter how much my instanic wanted me to. She couldn't see me like she would never excepted me like this. 

 I slowly pick up my clothing before I had started to flap my wings again to catch wind. I had made my way towards a small house that look more like a kids tree house but still it was mine and Happy home. I solfly land onto the front of my door before placing my hand onto it to open it. I enter my home and throw my clothes into some direction still kinda full from Lucy pinic, even if it was inturpetted by a red head, cake eating beast.

  Just as I was about to make my was towards my bed I had felt my self trip over something that layed on the floor. "damn, what the hell?" I look down to see it was the bed I had made Happy. A basket I had found, more like stole, with a bunch of blankets inside to keep it warm and soft. I remember the day I had found Happy, It was a couple of years back when I only stay in this form. I remember that day clearly I was walking, well more like searching for something anything that could became my dinner for the night.

~~~Flash back~~~

 I heard a fainted meow came from behind me, and my sense where tingling ready to pounce at any secound for what ever made that sound. I had carefully stalked my way over towards the bush letting my claws and fangs come out even longer at every step I made. The hunger within me was out of control, wanting to eat anthing at the moment. I left my ears up waiting for any sound to come again, and it did from the very same place, but this time louder. 

 I jump over the bush claws and fangs at large ready to eat the smaller or even bigger creater but I didn't find anything but a small blue ball. I quietly made my way towards it giving the thing a sniff, making it move, That small blue fur ball move! I couldn't tell what it was excalty since its head was hiding inbetween itself, and I had never seen a blue animal before.

I see it slowly left it head up showing me a small frighten kitten faces. A small smile made it way onto my face as I watch him , look around taking in were he was at before lifting himself up and start to walk away. "wait" I yell of to him, even if he was going to be my dinner a few minutes ago. I see the small animal turn toward me and the fear was clear in his face he didn't like me, this form scared him. Half human, half beast that was not normal but I didn't want to scare him.

so I carefully, transformed myself back into my human form, which was really hard since I haven't done in a really long time. Once I was done I had open my eyes to see the small blue kitten stare at my wide eye. "yeah, yeah, I know it weird now come on lets go get some fish" I tell him turning towards the river bank even if it wasn't my plan in the first place. I hear a small meow come from him before I feel a small rub at my feet, making a warm feeling fill my chest.

"Happy' I say while picking him "I shall name you Happy." and with that  I ended up eating fish for dinner instead.

~~End of Flashback~~

   I layed there in my bed thinking back at that day, If Happy, a animal was scared of me. Then imagine Lucy, I could never let her see me like this. As a beast, she would never excepted me, no one would.  We were completly diferent, she a fully human while am,.... this. and with that on my mind I fell asleep.

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Okay Natsu pov.............. I hope it good I tries my best here. Anyway am going back to school and were I go its full of blood sucking demons so if I come back alive I will try to update. This is just incase I don't, wish me luck.

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