i've never been good with expressing my words.
it's like i wanted to say one but i always end up meaning another.
i vomit. i wonder. i vomit. i wonder.i've never been good with managing my words.
they swallow me whole.
you've managed to catch bits and then shred them to pieces, giving content to my meaningless dictionary.have i found m e a n i n g in you?
or have you brought ink, spilling them on my pages?
or have you found definitions in me?i have this thirst that never gets satisfied. i have to lay bare, give all i've got then ask why do i get to sleep and wake up, empty.
12/15
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The Thoughts Left Unspoken
PoetryDespite of everything I've been through, I'm still here and that's both a good and a very burdening thing. #165 in Poetry - 07/01/18