i am numb. there is no use in denying that, no use in trying to force myself to act normal like how i had to during the day or whenever i am with another breathing soul. i became numb. i still wonder why; i am loved and cared for, at least that is what people keep telling me anyway. i became numb. i am not sure why but as i assess myself, one thing is clear and certain: i am unwell. why do i not feel a thing? what am i really suppose to feel right now? guess two more questions are added to the bucket wherein no answers would eventually be written down and put in there.
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PuisiDespite of everything I've been through, I'm still here and that's both a good and a very burdening thing. #165 in Poetry - 07/01/18