The Big Dipper (A BillDip Story) - ADOPTED

Love?

⚠️Trigger Warning⚠️

Will's POV:
After we left we all went to our own dorms. As I was walking I noticed Bill didn't come with me.

"That's odd...maybe he just went back to the cafeteria." I say to myself and walk back to our dorm. I go to my room. Its painted Blue with 1 giant triangle on each wall. Everything is nice, neat, and clean. I start to pace around my room and think of scenarios for why Bill wouldn't come with me back here... He could've checked on Dipper, maybe he forgot something...Oh jeez, I don't know...I must've been thinking for a while cause I heard the dorm room door open and close and then someone walk into Bill's room. I leave my room and walk into his.

"Hey...Where'd you go?" I ask. He's sitting on his bed holding a black book and staring at it. I can't see the front.

"I was talking to Brayden and then I went to check on Pinetree. I thought about what he said so I figured I would ask Brayden if he was showing any signs of depression..." I suck in a quick breath in surprise, but let it out as I'm realizing that he might actually have depression....

"Brayden told me that one night he heard Pinetree scream. Brayden was worried so he went to go check on him and found him on the closet floor, in a little ball, and rocking back and forth trying to comfort himself..." He sighs "I went to go check on Pinetree after Brayden went to his room and found him sleeping with this book open and beside him like he was writing and fell asleep. I took it with intention to read it tonight and then sneakily put it back..." Bill says.

"Would you like me to read it with you?" I ask. He slowly nods and we spend about 2 hours reading through this journal. Looks like Dipper had a pretty tough life being alone...Mabel always being the center of attention, him always being picked on, hated, or alone, his parents proud of Mabel for being the 'Perfect Child' while being disappointed in him for being a 'Waste of Space Looser'....Jeez.

"Alright Will, this is the last page...ready to read?" Bill asks and looks at me. Both of us had red eyes from crying at how sad Dipper was, but always laughed it off for others benefit...he's a good guy, way to good for this pathetic world. I take a deep breath and let it out, bracing myself for what we're about to read.

"I guess..." I tell him and we start to read.

Dear Journal,
             Today was another bad/good day. I was able to fight off that terrible girl Amanda! I even called her a dumbass!! I was so proud of myself and so were my friends! We even celebrated my victory with ice cream. I showed everyone my birthmark because Bill asked me why my nickname was Dipper. I honestly could never say no to him...he's just so adorable, but there's no way he would ever like me. I'm a loner. I will always be alone. Anyways, after the ice cream celebration Shimmer suggested a game of truth or dare at me and Brayden's dorm. I obviously didn't want to play...but Bill convinced me to play. It eventually was down to me, Pyronica, Bill, Will, and Mabel because Shimmer was eating her way out of a cotton candy prison as Keyhole cheers her on, Pacifire records it, and Brayden just watches. Mabel said things were boring and suggested a game of Extreme truth or dare. I obviously said no. Mabel asked me why I was so shy this year and I actually told her the reason...She is a Perfect little princess. The daughter my parents have always wanted. I'm just a mistake...the complete opposite of Mabel. And along side with my freaky birthmark...I'll have zero chance of having any real friends...much less a lover. I will always be alone...and that's a fact.

After we finish reading that last page Bill closes the book, tosses it to the side, and starts to cry. I have never seen him care this much about anyone...not even me. Not that I'm jealous... I'm really not. I'm actually happy that he cares this much about Dipper. It kinda makes him seem normal.

"Bill, are you ok?" I ask. He's obviously not, but I feel like I still need to ask. He shakes his head.

"Yeah...Yeah Will I'm great. Just my STUPID EMOTIONS are getting the best of me!" He says angrily.

"You like Dipper don't you..." I ask and smirk. Its so obvious that its killing me but I still wanna ask to make him suffer. I may be nice, but I like to see my brother suffer from emotions. His face turns as red as a tomato. Knew it.

"No." Bill says and turns his head.

"Then way did your face turn red when I said his name? And why did, for once, you cry more than me at something sad?" I ask.

"Uhhh...Emotions finally kicked in?" He says

"Give it up, it obvious. You have a crush!" I say and jump up and down in excitement.

"Calm down would ya?!" He yells. I stop

"Sorry. Its just, you never express any kind of care towards anyone! Except...Dipper." I tell him. He sighs and looks at me.

"Of course I like him Will. He's...different than anyone else. He would do anything for anyone...even if they're an enemy. He stays calm, never gets mad, he's adorable, smart, loyal, protective, a savage whenever he wants to be...and a beautiful singer." Bill says. "I don't know what I would do if I never met him Will..."

"Oh Bill...You've fallen in love!" I say and smile, trying to keep in my happiness.

"Wait...seriously?" Bill asks. He stands up "I fell in love...with Pinetree?" He asks again. I nod up and down with excitement.

"What do I do? I don't know how this works." Bill grabs my shoulders and shakes me back and forth. "Will help me!" He yells, let's go, and flops on his bed.

"I'm sorry brother...but you're on your own for now." I say and leave Bill frozen on his bed. I got into my room and squeal into a pillow. I can't believe Bill Cipher, my brother, has fallen in love!! Yes!