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Chapter 23: Is This Real???

Yn POV

My first and only child is freaking gone. How??? Why??? Im still shaking on the ground and no tears are falling down.

"Yn what the hell is wrong?? I can only help if ya tell me babe" Ray says

"You cant help. My baby is gone" i say plainly. My voice cracks as i say baby.

"Wait what" he says

"Princess is...is..." I say but cant finish. I burst into tears. Ray hugs me really tight.

"Ray *sniff* Ray she died" i say and start crying even harder.

"Shhh its alright just cry everything will be alright" he says. I stop crying and get up.

"I needa work out" i say

"Well ok but first lets go to the hospital" he says. I shake my head no.

"I cant go i will die myself" i say softly. I rest my head on his chest and hug him around his waist. I start crying silently and he picks my up. I wrap my legs around his waist and cry on his shoulder. He walks across the street toward the house. He gently puts me down in the passenger seat of the car. He gets in the drivers seat and starts driving.

"Ray where are we *sniff* going" i say softly.

"No matter how sad you are you must go see your daughter so we are going to the hospital" he says. I nod and put my head in my hands. We arrive at the hospital. Ray gets out and helps me out. He picks me up like the baby i am and carries me into the hospital. He lowers his hands so they are on my ass. Lil horny mofo. We get to the receptionist desk and the ratchet ass receptionist is sitting there.

"Hey sexy how may i help you" she says.

"Princess Perez" i say before he can answers.

"Did i ask you" she says. I jump down from Ray and get face to face with the receptionist. I grab her neck and squeeze it.

"Bitch where the fuck is Princess Perez" i say sternly. Her face turns red. Ray pulls me away by my waist.

"Um uh she-she she is in um uh room C59" she stutters looking all scared. I jump at her and she flinches mad hard.

"Thank you lets go Yn" Ray says. He grabs my arm and i jump on him. He carries again like a baby as i cry on his shoulder. Why God??? Why take away my loving daughter??? Why take away my life?? I have nothing to live for!!! Ray lightly strokes my hair as we walk to room C59. He opens the door slightly and we see everybody in there. I start to cry more and more when i see a body with a white blanket covering it.

"Hey baby" this girl says to Ray

"Hey babe" he says. Ray walks me over to Chres. I climb off of Ray and sit on Roc's lap. I lay my head on his chest and cry. MY PRINCESS IS FUCKING GONE. I cry for about five minutes. The room was totally silent. I sit up and look at Prince. He is crying too.

"Um what happened" i say. Prince sniffs and sighs.

"So we were all playing two on two outside at your basketball court. She shot a three pointer and made it. I picked her up and spun her around. Then she just started breathing heavy. I thought is was maybe because she was tired. Then she held her heart and i knew something was up. She started gasping for air and tried to walk in the house but i didn't let her" he says and then burst into tears. I rub his back as i cry.

"Well then she started shaking and she was trying to say inhaler. Roc ran in the house and looked for her inhaler but couldn't find it. He came back out and start panicking. I picked Princess up and ran for the car. We drove to the hospital. I kissed her forehead as they took her in the back. After two minutes the doctor came out. A tear fell down his cheek. All he had to say was sorry and i knew exactly what happened. I burst into tears. And then we all went into a room and they put the cover over her" he says. I start shaking like crazy. Right now I'm pissed. Not at them but at myself. I should have told them where her inhaler was. I get up and punch a hole in the wall. I kick over a chair and sit on the floor.

"Its all my fault i should have told y'all where her inhaler was" i say softly.

"I need to fight" i say. I get up and walk over to the bathroom. I slam the door and begin punching the sink and kicking the toilet. I punch the mirror and it shatters to pieces. The door swings open. It was Ray. He pulls me into a hug. My knuckles are bleeding and i just fall to the ground. Then everything went black.

*Yn Dream*

"Where am I" i say loudly. A little girl maybe about 4 runs up to me.

"I love you" she says and hugs my legs.

"Um whats your name sweetie" i ask

"Cameron" she says

"whats you full name" i ask

"Cameron Jocelyn Mackenzie Lopez" she says and smiles. She is so pretty and has a pretty name

"My middle names means a joyous child of a wise leader" she says in her cute little baby voice. She looks up at me.

"You must break them up and fall for the right guy if you wanna see me again" she says and walks away

"What" i say. I look around and she is gone. I start walking until i fall into this deep hole.

*end of dream*

I pop up and see Ray holding my hand. I smile a little and he smiles back. Then reality kicks in. Princess is gone. But who was that little girl and who was she talking about?? And most importantly who are her parents and why did she say she loved me??? Ugh what a day!!!

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Sorry for the short update. Im kinda having writers block. But who do you think Yn should fall for?

#TeamRay

#TeamRoc

#TeamPrince

#TeamTony

#TeamDiggy

#TeamIssa