DISCONTINUED |soft| •YOONSEOK•

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Yoongi grips his pillow and lets out a loud sob. Hoseok stands in the doorway. His mind goes into panic mode. He rushes to the side of the bed. "Yoongi, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you cry," Hoseok says. He tries to touch Yoongi but it makes him cry harder.
"Yoongi, please." He picks him up. The younger has tears down his cheeks and snot out of his nose. Hoseok cringes a little. He takes a tissure from the bed and wipes Yoongi's nose. "Yoongi, I just didn't want you to get hurt. I didn't mean to scare you or make you feel bad. I hate to see you upset."
Yoongi wipes his eyes. "Seokie hates Yooni."
"No, no, no! Seokie could never hate Yoongi. I really like you. What can I do to make you stop crying?" Hoseok asks. He starts to feel tense from the crying eighteen year old.
"Stuffie," Yoongi says, more tears falling from his wet eyes. His eyelashes stick together, making them look longer than they already are. It makes him look so innocent. Hoseok seems to forget about his want that is to fuck the virgin and use him.
"Where is stuffie?"
Yoongi points to his closet. Hoseok opens it and looks at the large toy chest at the bottom. He opens it and expects it to look like a messy toy box. But it's clean and has order inside. Although, he is very surprised at the cleanliness, he's even more surprised by the articles inside.
There's varies baby bottles neatly tucked in the corner, next to colorful pacifiers. There's coloring books with crayons and markers on top of it. The other types of baby toys. But no stuffed animals.
"Yoongi, I can't find a stuffie," Hoseok says.
"Top shelf."
Hoseok closes the lid and stands up again. He looks up to see various stuffed animals on the shelf. "Who do you want?"
"Iris."
Hoseok sighs. "What does Iris look like, Yoongi."
"He's white with rainbow hair," Yoongi mumbles. He sounds tired.
Hoseok grabs the unicorn that's the size of a football. "Is this Iris?" He holds it up for Yoongi to see.
Yoongi nods, sucking on his thumb. Hoseok grabs a pacifier from the chest and takes the two items to the little. He goes back to Yoongi's bed and sits next to him.
"Don't suck on your thumb," Hoseok says. He sticks the pacifier in the youngers mouth.
Yoongi makes grabby hands at Hoseok. "Iris." Hoseok hands the unicorn to the smaller. "Tank you, Seokie." He holds the toy to his chest.
Hoseok smiles. "You're welcome. Are you going to take a nap?"
Yoongi nods. "Stay?"
"I'll stay if you want." He crawls into the bed next to Yoongi. The younger lays his head on Hoseok's arm, sucking on the pacifier. The little lets out small sighs as he falls asleep. Hoseok pets his hair, it being very fluffy and soft.
"God, what is happening to me?" He whispers to himself.
He takes out his phone. He searches "adults acting like children", but he only finds stuff about immature adults. He groans. He removed Yoongi telling him early. He just described himself as little. So he searches "little". Of course the first thing is the dictionary definition. But he keeps scrolling, and comes across Urban Dictionary. He scoffs, remembering in high school when his friends would look up random names and read the dirty definitions. He shrugs, clicking on it. An entire page pops up. He looks at one definition.

"A little is someone that likes to act younger then they really are. It's kind of like having an alter ego that's much younger then yourself. Most littles don't act little 24/7, but when they do slip into their younger alter ego it's called slipping into headspace."

Hoseok reads on.

"When a little is in headspace that is when they are at their most submissive and most vulnerable, and sometimes even talk higher pitch or with more of a lisp then normal. They're more prone to emotional outbursts like throwing a tantrum or getting overly excited about something. They are also the most needy in this state, as they are not thinking like a grown up but like a child, and need a bit more guidence and reasurence. Some littles are shyer in headspace while others may become more outgoing. Every little is different and has their own headspace unique to them.

The age range for littles is very broad and can range from newborn baby to toddler young child. 0-8 is usually the agreed range. It could be a fixed age like 3, but it could also be a range like 2-6.

Littles tend to enjoy more childlike, babyish items such as pacifiers, sippy cups/bottles, stuffed animals, picture books, toy, games, younger looking clothing, pull-ups/ diapers, ect. Clothing and little items are different for each individual little."

Hoseok looks down at Yoongi, who has a pacifier in his mouth. It seems like him. Did Hoseok actually get it? He smiles slightly. He keeps scrolling and the first word that pops out is BDSM.
He swallows thickly as he reads about how little is a term in BDSM. But he relaxes again when it says that you don't have to be into BDSM to be a little. Even though, he can admit, it'd be hot to see Yoongi ties up and begging for him.
For the next few hours, Hoseok digs through the internet. He reads up on littles. They can be any gender, and they usually have caregivers. He smiles when he sees Daddy, since he knows he loves being called Daddy in bed. But he learns that it doesn't have to be sexual, or a couple relationship at all. It could be just a friend that the little trusts. But lots of the time it is sexual and has to do with age play.
Yoongi starts to move. Hoseok closes out of his phone and turns his attention to the little. Yoongi opens his eyes and sits up. "Hoseok?" He asks. The pacifier falls out of his mouth. His eyes widen. "What are you doing in my bed?!" He clutches Iris closet to his chest.
"Sh, Yoongi, it's okay," Hoseok says. "I know you're a little."
Yoongi's face falls. He looks at the toy in his hand. "O-oh." His face lowers.
Hoseok cups his cheeks and lifts it up again. "I think it's cute. Little Yoongi is very cute."
"I'm sorry. I didn't want anyone to know. Especially you. I'm such a freak!" Yoongi starts breathing heavily.
Hoseok pulls him closer. "Sh, I don't think you're a freak. It's a coping mechanism. I know. It helps you, don't be ashamed."
Yoongi stares up at him. "B-But I'm like a baby."
"And I find it cute. But you almost got hit by a motorcycle. So maybe little Yoongi should learn how to behave better in public."
"I try not to slip into headspace. Especially in public." He leans into Hoseok's hands. "It's so embarrassing."
"You shouldn't be embarrassed." He pulls the small boy onto his lap, not paying attention to his ass in his crotch. "Why didn't you want me to know. You said especially me."
Yoongi blushes. "You're really hot. I didn't want you to hate me."
Hoseok chuckles. "Well if anything it draws me in more."
Yoongi smiles. "Really?"
Hoseok nods. "Really really." He adjust the boy on his lap. "Now, do you have a caregiver? I did my research on it while you were asleep."
Yoongi shakes his head. "I haven't slipped in a while. Usually my mom took care of me if I needed it, but Jimin would qualify the most as a caregiver. But I call him Jiminie in headspace since he's more of my brother than anything."
"Good, then I won't have anyone to compete with," Hoseok says.
Yoongi's eyes widen. "You want to be my caregiver? Why?"
"Because it draws me in, remember? I like you. And I like little you just as much."
Yoongi slides of his laps "I don't know. I should trust you more. Maybe if you could give me more time?" Yoongi asks, hopefully.
Hoseok nods. "Of course. But never be afraid to ask for help if you need it."
Yoongi nods. "Thanks Hyung."
They both hear the front door shut. Then Jimin's bedroom door. Yoongi looks at Hoseok. "Jimin must be home."
Hoseok nods. "I better go. I'll see you later." Hoseok gets up.
Yoongi is still in his bed with a sleepy look. He gives a small wave. Hoseok smiles and leaves. He walks to the front door. He was about to leave when he hears something from Jimin's room. He can't help but be snoopy, so he walks to the door and presses his ear against it.
"T-Taehyung... ah!" He hears Jimin. He can hear the boys high pitched moans.
"Fuck," he hears Taehyung cuss.
Hoseok's eyes widen. He backs away and leaves the house quickly. He thought Jungkook would've been the one to be with Jimin.
Yoongi stays in his bed for a while. He can't get the bright eyed sophomore out of his head. He's not in little space, but he colors for a while before he hears he door again. He puts everything away and goes out to the living room. Jimin is on the couch.
"Hey," Yoongi says. He sits next to Jimin.
Jimin turns towards him. "Hyung, I just have and received a hand job from Taehyung."
"What?!" Yoongi exclaims. "Oh my god! Why? Do you have feelings for him? Why? Jimin, you aren't even together! What if he gets the wrong idea? You don't want to be his fuck buddy!"
"Yoongi, calm down. I do like Taehyung. And after we did that, I told him that I liked him. He said he does to!" Jimin grins. "We aren't dating, but he said we are talking. So I think it means we are almost dating."
Yoongi forced a smile. He's glad Jimin is happy. But he knows how it'll end. It's how it always ends. "That's great."
Jimin nods. "But... I don't know... I like Jungkook too. And I don't know if it's because he teases me a lot or if I just find him attractive."
"Well, you can like more than one person. But you'll eventually have to choose one. Unless you already did," Yoongi says.
Jimin shrugs. "I guess. Taehyung is so sweet." He leans against Yoongi's shoulder. "But I'll always have you, right Hyung?"
Yoongi nods. "Of course."
Jimin turns on the tv. "Of course."